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2010-05-12T14:14:00.001+08:00

Been posting so much in facebook I think my friends are getting tired of seeing me... So I am back in blogspot!

my friend's new job.

2010-03-16T19:49:00.002+08:00

omg, i just visited my own blog after like half a year....
I cant rmb bitching about my friend boosting abt his new job half a year ago.

Maybe I will come and visit my blog every now and then. it would track every single phase of my life. how my life attitudes had changed over the years.

Today, I shall record that my friend is going to get married in London. She might not be coming back to singapore anymore. I will surely miss her.

All the times we spent together in JC skipping PE and feeding ourselves with fattening milkshakes and western food at LIPs cafe, which used to be at cine and has now collapsed replaced by some stupid tanning studio. I had always looked upon her as someone who is sensitive to her friends dishes out wise advices.

I wish her all the best with all my heart.

Graduation

2009-06-07T10:57:00.002+08:00

A few days ago, my friend started at his new job.
He sms-ed me about his first day at work (which I am almost 100% sure that another 50 of his friends would have received the same message)

Slightly irritated at first because his first day of work has got nothing to do with me except we could ask him for a treat and he would no longer be that poor student which he claims to be.

However, he made me thought about how i felt when I got my first job.
1) I am going to be the brightest, shining, shimmering star in the entire company
2) I am going for overseas assignments and is going to see the world through my new job
3) When this company is facing a crisis, I will be the keyperson to save it
4) I can tell my friends and relatives how wonderful my job is, proudly.
5) I can be a manager in 5 years

I had nearly forgotten about all those emotions when i got my first job. Although I left it in less than a year, I learnt many things from it.

I wish my friend a wonderful and fruitful career.
And never to forget the hopes and ambitions that he had at the first day of work through all the ups and downs in his career.

granny stories

2008-07-31T14:14:00.002+08:00

I love talking to grannies. they have the most interesting stories.

I was sitting in the MRT one day and this granny sat beside me.
I was on the phone and noticed her kept glancing over to my side. At first I thought she was irritated by my volume so I spoke softer.

However, as soon as I put down my phone, she looked so happy that now she have someone to talk to and she turned over to talk to me.

she told me 2 stories:

there was this time when she was queuing up to topup her EZ link card. She heard someone from the back of the queue telling her that her 10 dollars had droppped onto the floor. so she looked down on the floor for her 10 dollars.

she caught the little boy who was queuing directly behind her bend down and pick up a 10 dollar note on the ground.

"boy, thats my 10 dollars, can u give it back to granny?'
'no, its mine.'

the mum came in and said "yes, i gave him that 10 dollars"

th granny did not want to argue over this and so she just took another 10 dollars out of her wallet greatly disappointed by how the child was raised.

story no. 2

this is another story about a ten dollars note.

granny was sitting in a coffeeshop in geylang and was also holding a 10 dollar note in her hands waiting to pay for her food.
suddenly, a little boy came over and snatched the 10 dollars away.

granny is over 80 and could not run after him so she let him go.

the next time that granny went back to the coffee shop again, she met that little boy.
she went over to him and said

"hey, last time u snatched my 10 dollars from me"
little boy was terrified.
"sorry sorry auntie. sorry, I have no money to eat so I have to snatch from you."
granny checked the boy out. the boy was wearing a primary school uniformwhich looks like it has not been washed for ages and his shoes and bag are all worn out.
seeing the sorry state that the little boy is in, she took out another $2 dollars for him.

"next time when u need money, ask for it, don't be a robber. otherwise if they catch you to police then it will be troublesome. "

she handed the 2 dollars to the little boy.
to her surprise, the little boy rejected her offer.
"auntie, the 10 dollars that I took from you last time, I still have $1.50 left. "
and he ran away.

It has been almost a week that the little boy snatched to 10 dollars from granny and he still has $1.50 left. if that 10 dollars was in my pocket, I would have spent it in half a day.

at that time, I felt ashamed of myself that I do not cherishhow lucky I am. That little boy does not even know if he will have enough money for the next meal and here I am indulging myself with all the shopping and restuarants without sparing a thought for those who are less fortunate.

The second boy also did the same mistake as the first but was brave to admit his mistake. the first boy simply took the 10 dollars out of greed while the second one was because he really needs it.

both stories reflected each other so well, I wondered if granny made it up.
Haha, if she had, she is a great story teller.
I hope to knock into her the next time I take the train again and listen to her interesting stories.

just feel like posting

2008-07-31T14:01:00.002+08:00

just had an unfulfiling blog reading session of 1min at xiaxue's blog, which i find interesting and informative but serious lack of depth. all i see is a childish girl who is lost and does not know what to do with her life. her blog is full of adverts and her complaining about her fellow bloggers.

well, i hope she does not google her own name and land on my blog, otherwise she will have to write a lawyer's letter to me saying that I have in some way defamed her. anyway, her blog has taught me how to just write a letter to say that i admit to saying those things and I am not sorry then take the trouble to post the lawyer letter up on my blog.

those pple that does not read her blog, just ignore what I have just said. Anyways, a month or 2 later when I come back to read my own posts I will not be able to understand my own posts.

which was what happened to me. I read my last few posts which are posted at least half a year ago and was not even reminded that I was the one who had typed them out word by word.

How forgetful humans are.

this blog suddenly just felt so foreign to me.
as if I am just a passerby posting a comment here.

the dance floor

2007-01-23T02:00:00.000+08:00

bravo to those aunties and uncles who took the courage to take part in the competition.
they have shown us how fun Singaporeans can be.
who knows that the uncle selling chicken rice in your neighborhood could be tossing and dancing with his wife at home?
i like their spirit.

what i did not like was the national dancer who took part in the competition.
you already national dancer already wat... y still take part in a dancing competition...
quite shameless....

and i like girls out loud too.
in the past i used to think xiaxue is actually pretty boring
almost every other blog entry of hers would be defending herself against some people free enough to scold her in her blog.
however, i think she make a better host than any other trained hosts...
most other hosts in mediacorp makes me yawn...eg wang jian fu....

the issue about me unable to graduate because i am short of one module has been resolved.
but some crappy module that i have to take in the end.
einstein world of quatum weirdness...wateva shit....
relativity suxs....
who cares about relativity if we cannot even travel near the speed of light....?
i dont really understand what they are tokking about....

graduate or not?

2007-01-13T23:09:00.000+08:00

just discovered that i bidded one module less.
I need one more module to graduate.
otherwise i will have to study one more sem in NUS before i can graduate. :(

Now appealing.
hope everything turns out fine.....
all i want is a lousy engineering degree....is it that hard....

singapore dreaming

2006-10-19T02:04:00.000+08:00

This is a poignant, yet darkly humorous story about a typical Singaporean family coming to grips with their aspirations. It weaves a layered and moving tale about a family dealing with loss, ambition and the search for what really matters in life.

Why do i sound so pretentious suddenly, y do i sound like my dear friend Dylan. in my words, it would have translated to: hmm....cant translate...nvm, tts not the point, i cant write a stupid comment on the movie cos in din watch it!! I cant even rephrase this passage copied from yahoo!movies cos i do not know wats it is abt!

How can i miss this great movie and yet have watched me, you and dupree and john tucker must die? I am ashamed.....

I so much want to cry inside the cinema like i did for the i not stupid....but i did not, cos i did not get to watch it :( and its not screening anymore.....

why does it always happen to me?

2006-10-19T01:49:00.000+08:00

why does it always happen to me?
lab tech asks me: do you do housework at home?
the expression he gives me makes me feel obliged to say
"NO! MY PRETTY LITTLE HANDS CANNOT TOUCH A LITTLE SPECK OF DUST AND NO, I DO NOT DO HOUSE WORK, NOT AT ALL!! DO YOU EVEN NEED TO ASK?"

Argghh...this isnt the first time people ask mi this question. People here refers to old uncles who expect their wives to wipe every little inch of their house sparkling clean and cook restuarant class dishes. They are no doubt MCPs who think that women are born to be their maids.

Do i have the i-do-not-do-housework written all over my face?
truth is: okay, i SELDOM do house work. but is seldom ok, not do not...
what is his F***ing problem if i do not do housework anyway....i am so irritated...

oh, by the way,
haha....i won "the departed" tics!!
i shld be so lucky, lucky lucky lucky
my bf was so excited (shh...but i think he never won anything in his life b4..haha)
not until i tell him that it is only valid for mon-wed and does not open till 26th oct.
maybe i am not so lucky lucky lucky lucky anymore.
but its so hard to login to mtvasia.com but i managed to login and even won a prize...not bad lar!

back

2006-10-13T15:10:00.000+08:00

been a long long long time since i blogged.
but i am back,
cos i got nothing to do, really nothing when i am waiting for an auction to end.
y did i promise him to help him bid, i am crazy i am now in the engine computer lab and its freezing here, have been here the past two hours,
surfing thru my sgspree to see if there is anything i wanna get.
loads of stuff i wanna get but i have to restrain myself otherwise dylan will say that i am obseessed wif sgspree again.
so i am back here blogging.
although seriously no point blogging if no one gonna read. but who cares
there is this hot guy sitting at the back row of the com lab.
have this urge to take a pic of him.
not cos he is really really hot but rather cos seeing a hot guy in engine equautes to spotting an alien having sex.
tick tok tick tok, after i finish typing this entry, the auction leaves me with 10 mins!! yeah!!
i can do it, starring blankly at the screen at 10 mins, i can do it i can do it!!!
when will my mint julep arrive? my pores are expanding.....yeeks

underbellies and proj screw ups

2006-04-15T21:26:00.000+08:00

i wonder who has a really really normal family.
normal= 1 dad, 1 mum, 1 or two siblings with enough money, erm...something liddat
last night i was chatting wif my sis.
i found out that NONE of my relatives have a normal family!!
some are second wives,
some gave birth to retards,
some adopted daughters,
some got abused by husband.....
i dont have a normal, well, rather, perfect family either.

begin to wonder, who exactly have a perfect family?
and Singapore has to keep showing all those family day stuff.
we are all living in a "12-storey" movie life.
is there anyone who doesnt know anyone who has a dyfunctional family?
isnt it scary?
so many people are left out by the society,
left out by the defination of whole and normal

being normal is a dream
a dream we dont have control over.

re-run of the LKY talk on TV again.
wanted to comment but restrained.
dun wanna get kicked out of Singapore.....
maybe PAP set up a new dept to search for online comments in blog also
so better watch wat i say
I dun noe, but they tell me saying PAP rulez keeps me happy and safe, i also dun care.
and they get a few PS student to talk to LKY.
Muz be those wif CAP 5.0
RMB, CAP 5.0 by TAKING EXAMS and faithfully listening to what their lecturers say.

so busy these days trying to finish my robot
i HATE my leader.
arrggghhh...so irritating.
^*^&^(^^$$^$%(&)*&*
freaking lazy bastard
slack never mind,
dare to tell everyone that he has done a lot for the project.
ask us to go work on robot while he slack at home.
FUCK U
i wanna slap him everytime i see him
his brain is infested with maggots and therefore hopelessly stupid
and i really pity his gf.
buay tahan him.
jio my friend when he got gf le
go gf hse and dunno do wat fucking business and take 3 wks to do a 1 pg thing that only reqd copy paste
damm ah gua aso
everyone hates him
even his friends complain about his laziness
but as usual engine pple are too nice peeps to confront anyone.
and i dun wanna stand alone.
i think if he is doing a biz proj, those biz pple would have stabbed him to death.

ALL HE DID IN THE ENTIRE SEM IS SAW 4 ALUMINIUM BLOCKS!!!!
and drill a few holes. and write millions of emails trying to command all of us.
hey, do u notice that no one listens to u?
10 pple in our grp.
strangely, when he try to arrange a meeting, not many pple go.
when no meeting almost all are there.

ok....nuff of my nstructured rantings, think most already lost me.
but i feel better

Oh another one is my film project guy
also damm stupid.
this one works hard, done a lot
but fuck him, screw the whole project up
do dunno wat strange film.
wat mcdonald fight wif colonal sanders
then later archealogist dicovered the bunk of Ronald mc donalds.
thks huh,
Got us a C lorz
all of our ideas got rejected by him....
fucking stubborn and egoistic...and sadly, not too bright.
chee bye, oni he know how to use the editing prog.
or else i would have done something else.
the rest of the grp actually agreed to him
faintzzzz.......
why i so suay.....
now have to go consultation wif tutor trying to win back more marks....

haizz...stubborn, egoistic, stupid, and ugly people
do you know u are not welcomed by the society?
can someone tie them up, put them in a rocket
and send them to some strange planet?
i dun mind miscalculations in the rocket that causes the rocket to explode in space too
i will shed a drop of tear for them, of happiness, of course.
and i dance will joy with their blood raining on me.
and their parents will try to stop themselves smiling.

corrinne may

2006-04-10T10:26:00.000+08:00

would not say that her songs are bad,
just that if i wanted to listen to those songs i could have gone to church.
y din she join hillsongs.....?
oh...so her market is those who like church-cy like songs but are not christian?
then, 987, pls stop putting her songs in btw those hip hop songs can?
radio sux

SSA2218

2006-04-08T03:33:00.000+08:00

note that i have put the module code as my title.
to faciliate anyone who wants to know how it is like to take the module and has decided to google for it.
and for the lecturers to see how i think should they begin to goggle for their own module out of egoistic-ness

basically this module is not very hard.
however, they have some stuck up lecturers.
this is one of those modules who lecturers only want you to replicate what they have said in the papers.
in fact, there is not room for creativity at all.
there are so many arts student. why do you think that arts students CAP are usually low?
many people wanted to go to arts because it offers them the opportunity to write how they feel into esseay and have impressive points of views, new horizons.
basically, arts modules should teach students how to analyse.
however, this is not the case in many of the modules.
some lecturers only want you to replicate what they have told u in the finals and you will get a respectable grade.
and if u are able to replicate what they have told u in good english, you get good grades.
students are only taught how to take exams.
u cannot write whatever you think, you will get poor grades
maybe they give you a C+ for the courage to go against the flow.
we are taught to be non-mainstream in a mainstream(the lecturer's) way.
and arts students generally believe that they have their own thought and own way of thinking, but they are forced to think in a particular way, thats y average grades of arts students are generally lower,
not because they are less capable or what

hey stuck up fools, just because you think u are right and you have some masters or doctorate, doesnt mean that we cannot have our point of view!!
you cannot expect to set a paper and then expect the answers to be what u have spoken, not in arts. we have our way of thinking too.
wat do u think u are? a cult leader?

just because u think that 12 storeys is an english film does not remove the fact that it is 2/3 in chinese and dialect and many people, when asked, are confused whether its an english film or a chinese film.
i asked the lecturer what is considered as a chinese film and what as an english film.
her attitude startled me.
i had expected her to stop and think why in the first place i would ask her what is an english film and what is a chinese film?
she looked at me as if i had asked a very stupid question.
"its a film that is predominantly in chinese(for chinese film) or english(english film) "
so what about 12 storeys?
"an english film(w/o thinking)"

is there such thing as a chinese singapore film at all?
they are all in dialects wat. cant i say that it is a hokkien film(15) ?
or maybe its the part of the singapore identity thing, that we speak all kind of languages?

i think these people are getting so snobbish when they get high high level of education, they began to think that we are stupid kids that should blindly follow her "cult" to safely get the grades wat want. and we only know how to nod our heads.

i prefer engine,
right is right and wrong is wrong. black and white, 1 or 0

no stupid cults to follow huh...
although we are still only trained to take exams.
take exams take exams, is the only thing that we have ever really learnts right from primary school

some people score better than others not because they are smarter,
they are just able to guess what the examiner what from you.
in real life cases, where questions are not nicely phrased out for u, these people cannot solve them. just look at those poly students, they are so hands on, i think they make better workers compared to uni peeps who oni know how to TAKE EXAMS.
we study with the motivation to take exams, not to learn things.
this one wont come out one lar, dont understand never mind, and we skip!
just attend the last lecture, all the tips will be given then!

brokeback mountain

2006-03-19T23:45:00.000+08:00

wat i expected: some complicated arthouse shit that i wont understand and is not supposed to understand and probably fall aslp watching it

wat it was:
absolutely beautiful movie.
its as if u can take a screeenshot of any scene and its a very nice postcard.
although the story is slow at times, i had a good time looking at the screen simply because the mise en scene is so beautiful.

i was pretty sad for the ladies in the movie though. that they have to realise that their husbands dun love them. it must the the saddest thing in the world.
but love but not being able to be tog is sad too.

i have nvr really seen gays togther before. although it seems weird to see 2 guys kissing each other, its just becos i haven seen enuff of that. we always fail to remember that pure love can exist between gays also.

if love can be regardless of age, weight, height, looks, status, why cant it be regardless of sex too. hmm.......

its a nice movie

just because you are a girl in engin

2006-03-16T16:02:00.000+08:00

just because you are a girl in engin

u either have a nerdy boyfriend or no boyfriend. cool engine guys get arts gfs cos they are more cool or you have to be super chio and guys from other fac think u are boring and too intellectual for their taste.

just because you are a girl in engin

u do not put makeup to sch or else you will be seen as slutty

just because you are a girl in engin

u are seen as uncreative and cliche

just because you are a girl in engin
the arts people think you do not know what they are tokking about. and your ideas probably wont get accepted because you are uncreative, old fashioned, reserved, not fashion, not with the trend.....blah blah blah blah. or else you will be babbling about science stuff they dont understand

just because you are a girl in engin

the guys in engine wont listen to wat u say no matter how high you CAP is. even if they do(maybe because they have a crash on you), they are just pretending. and sadly, they make up 70 percent of the population in engine. so, u can say that most people in your fac wont listen to your opinions.

just because you are a girl in engin

you have to gobble up your food if you are eating with your friends(higher probability to be guys friends) just to catch up with their eating pace, they can even talk at the same time!! and after that, you feel like a pig who swallowed down a plateful of stuff and dont know what you have just eaten. and u still have to *smile*

just because you are a girl in engin

the lab tech, probably a guy, think u are stupid and scold you for asking questions

its a sick sad world.....

egg roll pics

2006-03-13T14:51:00.000+08:00

hey jo, this pics are for u...rmb last time u and Kokwee say that u all dun noe how a egg roll roller looks like....haha....so this is the egg roll roller....which i got for 8.90 from yahoo auctions....

judges of the blogfest

2006-03-13T14:23:00.000+08:00

wow! the judges for the funniest blog was were ......

Mr Brown and Mr Miyagi!!!!!!

i cant believe that Mr Brown and Mr Miyagi' s precious mouse cursor has been running through Miss Kendra's (since they are both MR...) blog and carefully trying to understand the "sms english" that she is using!!!!! i am so honored i die with no regrets...(erm not really lar....i haven get my first one million dollars yet....)

although i am still confused about the defination of funny.....issit the hahaha funny or is it the huh? what kind of thing is that funny? aiya....anyway,

Ms mandy Zhang, thks for telling me that i got into the finalist....
to express my gratitude, i have wrote a song 4 u...

I remember all my life
Raining down as cold as ice
A shadow of a man
A face through a window
Crying in the night
The night goes into
Morning, just another day
Happy people pass my way
Looking in their eyesI see a memoryI never realized
How happy you made me oh Mandy
[Chorus:]Well you came and you gave without taking
But I sent you away, oh Mandy
Well you kissed me and stopped me from shaking
And I need you today,
oh MandyI'm standing on the edge of time
I Walked away when love was mine
Caught up in a world of uphill climbing
The tears are in my mindAnd nothing is rhyming, oh Mandy
[Chorus]Yesterday's a dream I face the morningCrying on the breeze
The pain is calling, oh Mandy
[Chorus]You came and you gave without taking
But I sent you away, oh Mandy
You kissed me and stopped me from shaking
And I need you...

it has been so long since the blogfest thingy has began....indeed,
voting to get winner= see who has more friends
well, but anyway, i dont care about winning...although it sounds nice to be the funniest blog in NUS...but
i am just so touched that some of my friends actually went thru the trouble of clicking for me everyday. really, friends....its not about the quantity(although it will get u to win some contests...hmm..) but its the quality.....thks so much guys.....
its really delighting when u tell your friends that your blog has gotten in the blogfest and the second moment they say:"really? where is the blogfest address? i go vote for u!!"
manz...you guys are really really sweet....thks *bows*

some things i heard

2006-03-06T12:40:00.000+08:00

these are some things i overheard people saying during my lonely lectures:

lame one: MNO lecture:
our project is abt leadership,
so in our intro, there will be one big ship....
i am ashamed to be in the same lecture as him....
i guess u will be ashamed to have the same uni as him.....y does tis kind of lamer even exist....
tis kind of joke, i wont even say it if u point a gun at me...

in the Singapore flim lecture: lecturer ask: do does anyone know wat is a heartland? wat is a heartland to u....hey...how abt the boy in red?
boy in red: thot for 5 mins....clocks goes tick tok tick tok.....
finally burted out something.....
"heartland arh.....erm....for Jurong its Jurong Point...."
(HUH?????)
whole lecture goes hahahahahaha
boy says: so funny meh....easy u ans lar....
(to boy: really quite funny......) i hope he wont read my blog...
haha.....

one guy is trying to say how fair his friend is:
hey...even the bao is darker than u

lousy layout

2006-03-02T16:23:00.000+08:00

haizz...its been such a long time since i copy and paste HTML from blogskin and and in some crappy midi to my blog.....just becos of the comments link, which most blogskins dont have, i am now using the template that blogspot provides. the layout now is crappy...i dunno wat u guys can see from your monitior, but from mine, its totally crappy...my archives are at the bottom page....and oh...i have added the link to the blogfest voting....copied it from my kind competitors...hey...muz forgive me lar...i dun know much abt html leh....

i have been told by my very worthy friends that i can increase traffic by simply adding the keywords "TAMMY NYP" in my blog....i guess i have to include the keywords "sex with boyfriend exposed" and wat else? "not so much an amatauer"....add more keywords more keywords!!!! "69, doggy, missionary, food, SM, role play, underaged, porn, erotic, whip, bukake, lesbians, bleh bleh bleh"....manz...i dont believe i have to resort to this....haha....think they will just press the back button after they see no trace of butts and boobs anyway...but it seems fun, to cheat some lousy horny guys here to my blog where porn is nowhere in sight...maybe the most i can do is to flim down my hamster having sex....but they are too young....do hamsters have their rights too?

weird thing...sex is like something almost everyone will have or is having...but y are we so eager to see it? do u wanna look at someone eat? we eat everyday wat...and pple have sex everyday(if the guy is up to it...), why do we wanna watch pple have sex but not watch pple eat?

memoirs of a geisha

2006-03-01T14:40:00.000+08:00

umhumph....

now that i have entered the finals of the blogfest, i am suddenly very motivated to blog blog and blog and blog and blog.....(stretch arms)

so, in my attempt to look for something to blog about, the memoirs of a geisha movie came to my mind, yeah, i can blog abt tt!!!

i bet i am at least like the 1000th person to write about that movie.

first, lets look at the poster

i wonder who will say that this is a nice poster....and i actually see pple trying to sell the free zocards(those free postcards u can pick up at biz and topshop and coffeeclub express.....) of the movies featuring Zhange Ziyi over white face with an awful "trying hard to seduce but failure" face in yahoo auctions. who the hell wanna buy tt....

anyway, geisha= japan, sex, art, love
which are all the elements that sell a movie, or a novel at tt. come to think of it, who will actually find a story depicting a beautiful girl, who all guys wanna call their own, living a sad life where she cannot get the love that she wants and have to sell her body as her occupation boring. hell, no story-teller no matter how bad, can screw that up. it is must be an interesting story.

ok...i admit it...i bought some lousy DVD from yahoo to watch this movie. regret it later. the entire movie has no subtitles. those of u who spent the 7 dollars to watch it in a cinema, u will not experience the pain that i have gone thru watching this movie. i had a hard time trying to figure out what they were saying. thanks to the training i had by indian and china lecturers, i managed to make out abt 30 percent of what Zhang Ziyi and her fellow geishas are trying to say.
my mum thot they were speaking japanese in the movie...but strangely, she endured the whole movie, sitting thru even though she has no clue what they are tokking abt.

the cast is not japanese, the director is not japanese, the book not written by a japanese.....manz...i hate the weird feeling i had watching this movie. the whole thing is just so Poser-ly....tryin to act jap...yuck....as if u can read the actors' mind and they are saying "i am suppose to be a japanese, i am suppose to be a japanese, i live in ancient japan...i spk japanese english....oh...i am so japanese" trying to psycho demselves to be japanese
i dont really like this movie.....y the hell did Zhang Zhi yi get nominated anyway.....

i like gong li though, her beauty is so daunting....and i like the name hatsumomo...maybe i can call my newly adopted hamster hatsu and momo...hmm....cool....and they will dance the fan dance for me in exchange for sunflower seeds

hatsumomo momo mo mo mo mo mo mo mo ........

grasp!

2006-03-01T14:31:00.000+08:00

i am so surprised when i got the email from blogfest to say that i had gotten into the finals for the funniest blog entries....

wat?

does that mean that my life is a joke?
the every moment that i had spent in my life and painstaking typed down are meant for laughter?

hmm.....well, who cares....
its my pleasure,
hope u guys have a nice time here,
and have fun luffing at my life....
ha....

i not stupid too

2006-02-07T00:50:00.000+08:00

i was crying thru out the movie....
my eyes are like aching after the two hours of weeping.
everyone should watch the movie.
after taking the singapore film module in school, i managed to appreciate how Jack Neo has included so many singapore elements in side the film that, besides providing good laughter, it also managed to capture the current issues and attitude of singapore. when our sons and daughters wonder how singapore were in our time, they could watch his films.

definately worth my 7 dollars.
couldnt say the same for the popcorn though.
they sux...we are always forced to buy the larged size one cos it does not make economical sense to buy the sml one. the options they give is near virtual.

couldnt believe it

2006-02-05T17:57:00.000+08:00

while i am typing this, my heart is still pumping viogrously, my emotions still unstable. my finger trembles with every touch on the keyboard. i could not believe what has happened to me. Why me??
why??

i think it will haunt me even after 10 years, even if i knock my head and lost my memories, even if my friends are able to make me smile again.

even if i bathe myself over and over again....

nothing is able to make me forget about today.

i might look like this for the rest of my life....

my face turned green when it happened and now it is still white... (???)

as usual, i fear opening my kitchen cupboard doors. i knock on the cupboard doors, open the door slowly, and then take out whatever i want, and close it ASAP. those things inside my cupboard, they creep me out. i draw the line between them and me and try to avoid them whenever possible. I dont know why they always like to haunt my house and hide inside my cupboard. this weird action of me knocking on the cupboard door before opening it has drawn the attention of my mum and sis and they are laughing at me.

so today, i thought i will open the door without first knocking on it. i closed my eyes, take a deep breathe, and open the cupboard doors slowly. look what happens if you open the doors without knocking!!!! i saw it flashing by!!! i took the instant noodles quickly and closed the door. i was still breathing heavily when i open up the instant noodles and put it in my bowl.

after that, it comes to the part where i have to put the instant noodles box back into the cupboard. i knocked this time and opened the cupboard. nothing seen. relieved, i put the remaining noodles back into the cupboard. as i was about to close the doors, it pounced on me and i screamed as loud as possible. it landed on my face and i was struggling, shaking my head like i was possessed. i was screaaming so louldly, u could have heard me even if you were living in the block down the street,

it is a 8cm long lizard!!! the animal that i fear the most after the caterpillar, now on my face, cold and brown!!!!! it quickly ran away, luckily it did not take the path down my body, back to the kitchen table. i was terrified and washed my face repeatedly. i swore never again to open cupboard doors.

i hate those lizards!! ugly, disrespectful fellas!!! and my grandmather claims that they understand the human language....urgghhhh...pui.....
and their dropping tails.....yucks....
the most shuay day of my life.
who else could have a similiar experience?
it is easier to strike 4D....

making your own perfume!!!

2006-02-01T14:46:00.000+08:00

try these! make your own perfume!!! gosh, with those flowers that ur mum wanna throw away after putting on the ancestor table for too long, you can make them into simple perfumes to scent up anything from your clothes to your hair. after putting on the ancestor table for so long, i believe they are blessed too!

Basic Homemade Perfume Recipe
1 cup water
1 cup fresh chopped flower blossoms
Directions:
In a bowl place a cheesecloth where the edges are hanging over the bowl. Fill with 1 cup of flower blossoms of your choice. Pour water over the flowers until they are completely covered. Cover and let sit overnight. The next day using the edges of cheesecloth pull it out of the bowl and gently squeeze the scented water into a small pot. Simmer the water until about 1 teaspoon is left. Cool and place into a small bottle. Making perfume this way has a shelf life of about 1 month.

Some suggestions for flowers: Lavender, Lilac, Orange Blossoms or even Honeysuckle. Anything that is highly fragrant works best.

Homemade Orient Nights Perfume
4 drops sandalwood essential/fragrance oil
4 drops musk essential/fragrance oil
3 drops frankincense essential/fragrance oil
2 teaspoons jojoba oil
Directions:
Mix all the ingredients together, shake well. Place in a dark color bottle. Then allow the perfume to settle for at least 12 hours. Store in a cool dry area.

Whispering Rain Perfume
2 cups distilled water
3 tablespoons vodka or *Ethyl Alcohol
5 drops sandalwood essential/fragrance oil
10 drops bergamot essential/fragrance oil
10 drops cassis essential/fragrance oil
Directions:
Mix all the ingredients together, shake well. Place in a dark bottle. Then allow the perfume to settle for at least 12 hours. Store in a cool dry area.
*(available at drug stores, do not use rubbing alcohol because it will ruin the scent of the perfume.)

Falling Stars Perfume
2 cups distilled water
3 tablespoons vodka or *Ethyl Alcohol
5 drops lavender essential/fragrance oil
10 drops chamomile essential/fragrance oil
10 drops valerian essential oil
Directions:
Mix all the ingredients together, shake well. Place in a dark color bottle. Then allow the perfume to settle for at least 12 hours. Store in a cool dry area.

Enchanted Scent
2 cups distilled water
3 tablespoons vodka or (Ethyl Alcohol which you can find at just about any pharmacy). Do not use rubbing alcohol as it will ruin the scent.
5 drops everlasting essential/fragrance oil
10 drops peony essential/fragrance oil
10 drops sandalwood essential/fragrance oil
Directions:
Mix all the ingredients together, shake well. Place in a dark color bottle. Then allow the perfume to settle for at least 12 hours. Store in a cool dry area

Amaze
2 cups distilled water
3 tablespoons vodka or *Ethyl Alcohol
5 drops hypericum perforatum essential oil (St.John's wort)
10 drops cypress essential/fragrance oil
10 drops rosemary essential/fragrance oil
Directions:
Mix all the ingredients together, shake well. Place in a dark bottle. Then allow the perfume to settle for at least 12 hours. Store in a cool dry area.

Misty Passions
3 drops passionflower essential/fragrance oil
2 drops ylang ylang essential/fragrance oil
3 drops neroli essential/fragrance oil
1/2 pt (300ml) 70 percent alcohol or vodka
Directions:
Pour the alcohol into a dark bottle or jar. Add the oils and shake well. Leave for 1 week.

Homemade Hungary Flower Water
2 oz Ethyl alcohol (50ml)
Mixed with the following :
30 dr Rosemary Essential Oil
12 dr Lemon Essential Oil
5 dr Rose Essential Oil
5 dr Neroil Essential Oil
2 dr Sage Essential Oil
2 dr Mint Essential Oil

Store in a screw-top bottle and shake before use.

Lavendar Water
2 cups lavender flowers
2 pints distilled water -- boiling
2 tablespoons vodka

Put the lavender flowers into a flameproof container, pour on the boiling water, and stir well. Cover and leave to infuse for about 48 hours, stirring occasionally.
Strain the liquid through a non-metallic strainer pressing the flowers against the sides to extract the maximum fragrance. Stir in the alcohol, pour into bottles, cover, and label.

Homemade Ancient Egyptian Scent
1. Prepare chips of fragrant wood (and leave them to macerate) in wine.
2. Strain through a sieve.
3. Melt a quantity of fat in a vessel. Add sweet herbs (and the liquid of the wood chips). Keep a (slow but) steady heat and stir continuously. Cool, skim off the fat and set aside.
4. Grind herbs and spices carefully.
5. Mix herbs and spices with the fat and shape into little cakes (Leave covered overnight).
6. Place the cakes in a broad pot, (Pour water over and) boil gently, stirring all the time.
7. (Leave to cool and skim off the scented fat). Store in earthenware pots.

Singapore film

2006-01-23T14:46:00.000+08:00

i have to do a project to shoot a film this sem.
i could barely contain my excitment. I can take part in making a flim!! so exciting. i am already beginning to think of ideas....even before i meet my group members...haha...lets hope that they are fun people and we wont end up having a boring film.
like....erm...cant think of any for the moment...been ages since i watched a lousy film...well, maybe chicken little...

i wan an ARTHOUSE flim that features a love story between the mee pok man and the girl who grew fat eating bak choy mee(minced pork noodles) in a supersize me setting, or supersize "mee". which later she found out that her love was on the bak choy mee instead of the mee pok man and that her lust can be satisfied by eating the mee alone. the man could no longer satisfy her when she discovered that the stall opposite serves better bak choy mee. the man then cut his flesh off to make the world's most delicious bowl of bak choy mee for the girl. the girl finally realised that there is more to life than a bowl of bak choy mee and returned to that man. i could almost understand if my group members want me out of their team.....

i think i saw xiaxue last night. flabby hands and legs, super short shorts, curly hair, pink jacket wore over chest instead of over back, round face, everyone turned around and gave her the wat-were you-thinking-look... on second thought...ya...i think i saw her.... she sets me thinking. how can someone with a small waist have a big round face, hands and legs....well at least i complimented her small waist...and ya..she is quite funny...only at times...

chinese new year is around the corner...my fav yu sheng(chinese raw fish salad...or so they call it...) is gonna be served thru the week. yay!! it is sashimi with shredded turnips and lots of different sugared vegetables of different color, served with a special oriental gavy topped with crackers and crushed peanuts. pew.....its so hard to describe a dish...just eat it....lar....

y aint i blogging

2006-01-18T02:49:00.000+08:00

ya...y am i not blogging...?
wat happened to me? i used to be so stuck to blogging anyway....
well, the reason might be coz i din get enuff fame by blogging...and nvr will cos famous bloggers are all rich bitches xx and dawn... with super good english, 1001 friends which 70 percent own a car or have fantastic blogs too, or they had plenty of sex....hmm...dont fall into any of these category....

speaking of the word bitch...when i call then rich bitches, does it mean that i despise them? not really, i will call paris hilton a rich bitch too....they are bitches cos they have the money to spend and i have none...argghhh....

pardon me...i dont really know wat i am typing....i just happen to visit my friends' blogs and feel like blogging suddenly...i dont really have something i wanna say...

how come famous bloggers have things happening to them everyday?
well....actually i understand if nothing interesting, happening, or sad thing happen to me that i can rave abt catching everyone attention....
it becos i coop at home everyday, either sleeping, watching tv, making egg rolls, or eating egg rolls. yes...u read it correctly, i make egg rolls, those u eat when u guo nian....i AM impressed wif myself too...i just happen to see this yahoo auction selling the egg roll maker at 8.90, so i thot i will buy it and make egg rolls myself! i can almost hear my friends calling me crazy...but i will upload my photos of the egg rolls i make soon...

i will let u try them if : 1.u promise u wont say that its not nice....2. if there is any left at all considering the large amt of time i spent at home eating them one by one at the rate of 8egg rolls/hr...3. know that each egg roll took me 5 mins to make and u spent 5 secs finishing it...sobzzz

reflection

2005-12-15T14:32:00.000+08:00

was suddenly irritated that i am rather compelled to think of a title for my blog everytime i wanna write inside it.... nvr, tts nt the pt

i was trying to dl some mp3 off the web but i forgot the webbie of the site i used to visit... suddenly recalled that i had once written it inside my blog...came back and look for it, nvr found it but i started to read my past entries. they sound so unlike me. i cant fig out wat made me think that way sometimes and who this person is who had written all this stuff. ever felt that way?

guess i had a contantly changing mind or i had grown up YUP, me is 21!!!!
really want to thk everyone who were there that night at my chalet. it was such a flop but u guys were such supportive friends.
cindy and meiyue were at the fire all night, i felt so bad....shld have called for catering instead. received lots of pretty presents...perfume and makeup...just rite for this materalistic gurl...haha...thks...am so touched. finally know how it feels to have so many people wishing u happy birthday, and all the best for being 21. i was so touched i almost cried. to think of it, one of my bday wish shld be to be wif u guys all my life...

din post any fotos up, i look horrible in dem... tts y.
haven been going out during the holis and to my horror, half of it is gone!!!!!i wanna go shoppping but am hooked to yahoo auctions and my PS2. i could be very happy staying home all day, i would even try to avoid going out with friends! wats wrong wif me?
due to my lack of going out and the ridiculous portion of the remaining bday cake that is extremely fattening, am 1kg heavier...disgusted...
but at least the numbers in my acc stay intact, which might be the only good thing abt nt going out. oh, and my skin is fairer....nt as fair as kokwee of cos, his stage is almost unattainable.

cant write essays

2005-11-22T23:59:00.000+08:00

i dont seem to get used to the idea of coming back to blog again. if the no. of blog entries made is inversely proportional to the CAP i get, then..... great!

my human relationship module--- apparently a useless module which teaches us nothing at all, my attendence is a sheer reflection of how many hours of my life i have i have wasted. teaches you how to manage people, as if we can learn that thru textbks.... y did NUS have such shitty modules?

anyway, after this module, which requires us to write essays, i have came to realise that i have lost the ability to write a proper essay!!! if i were to retake A lvls again, my GP would have failed terribly. and maybe if i get to NUS, i have to retake many sems of the basic english modules. at some point, i even wanted to draw a diagram to illustrate what i want to say. haizzz....after finishing my essay in pain, i read thru it and i was thinking...wat the hell.... anyway, other engine pple are the same a i dont really worry much....

today i took the mechanics of machines exam. wat is it? basically a module which teaches you to use F=ma in many many different forms. seems easy rite? since it only evolves around one concept. not at all. another shitty module. some modules in engines, its so useless and out of the world, its like learning witchery that does not work (huh?). wats the use of learning wat is the force acting on a rotating disc which is rotating about another rod and how particles fly and flow about in the air?
i feel like harry potter in the real world....when i learned so much magic but cant use it. come to think of it, the human relation module does not seem so useless anymore.....

harry potter isnt even that nice. my dad, who came back to attend my uncle's wedding was complaining thru the night due to his lack of comprehension in the movie. cant blame him, he din watch the previous episodes and erm...he did not even understand english. we sort of cheated him there cos we wanted to watch it. he was more interested in the chicken little who came out to dance the ah beng-ish thing b4 the movie started. i have to admit its rather cute lar.....

i am back

2005-11-05T22:48:00.000+08:00

i have successfully stop being addicted to blogging and decided to only do it sparingly....

wondered if people still check up my miserable blog
hmm....this filters away those who are checking up my blog for a "particular" reason from those who really cares
and who noes, i might make more shocking self disclosures with this in mind....i can almost feel kok wee's irish eyes (i am amazed at his ability to try to make himself poetic) open at least 3mm wider.....

anyway, i DID NOT block anyone anymore frm my msn ok!!!!
i really very long time nvr go online le

brain block....
erm..blog nxt time...cya guys

wish

2005-09-28T21:37:00.000+08:00

sometimes, all i wish for a a perfect computer, that does not log out automatically when i am using the com halfway....manzzz...i wish my com knows how to read this and better behave itself.....

now, someone is signing into my msn acc without me knowing
and friends claim that i am dao and ignore dem when they msg me....
no!!!! it wasn't me!!!!
so...pls note.....

the first lesson

2005-09-28T00:50:00.000+08:00

didnt think dancing lessons can be so fun
yeah....i had a great time...
there are all kinds of pple in the class...
those that you thought look like william hung turns out to be one of the intructors
and i spotted a very cool guy...very shuai...but tts nt impt
now i cant even recall how he looks like.
wat really left an impression in me was this guy.....

now...u might be thinking i am having a new crush or something
NO!!!!
i just went toliet to puke before i came back typing
this guy seems like a psycho
he was so stressed up when dancing
when i make a wrong turn or something, most people would just luff it off,
he, he stared at me so fiercely i got scared...
and when he makes a mistake,
he will be so stressed, he quickly turn me back to the original position and and stared at me and say one more time ok? one more time, with the 2nd finger 5mm away from my eyes...

gosh...i hope he gives up dancing soon...
the rest of the peeps are so nice and friendly, the gurls are so pretty....
just one hr and we learnt a few steps already
now i know why eric and kaixin, and well....ian...although he din go for lessons keep tokking about salsa
dancing is indeed fun....
wonder when can these skills come into use though

anyway, there is this radio thing, u sms to the radio station when the song is playing and then u will know wat the song title is...
wow, sounds like such a caring service rite?
so nice, sometimes we want to know what the song title is(so tt we can dl it off the net) but we never do. this service lets us know the song title!!

no!!!!!! the djs nowadays stop telling us what the song title is unless it is a new song!!! they are trying to cheat our money!!!
yucks!!!
i hate 933....djs are sucky and even their game, wat jiu nian huan...no one calls in to play...wah lao..so hard to win who wants to play...dun wan let us win dun set up a game lar...so lame....and den 933 play so awful and old songs they are either frm boybands like 183 club or they will be playing songs we heard when we are pri 5, faye wong song....arrgghhh......

well, and looking like william hung doesnt mean he does not know how to dance.

britney gave birth to a baby boy!

2005-09-16T16:17:00.000+08:00

ok...the heading isnt really tt impt.....
just found out tt haven been updating for sometime, if the blog is my bf, it means that we are automatically separated already since i havent been updating for sooooooo long le.....

nothing much has been happening to me anyway....
busy wif the project....opening doors using robots....
so impossible....otherwise will be mugging at home or watching my qin chi yu nia...aiya my han yu pin yin suxs,
anyway, its abt a few crazy women trying to survive in the palace by scheming, beauty and stuff..... juz love tt show...so bitchy....
my life is just like that of a 40 yr old auntie living in a 20 yr old body...
cos all i do is go to sch and back everyday...i hardly go shopping hang out and the last movie i watched is still star wars....and i shop at IMM !@##$%#%#%......no supper, no chionging, nothing....nt even rubbing against the tangentof the 10m radius that surround orchard road.

nvr mind...tml will be a better day......at least i have elena's bday party to look forward to.....

2005-09-05T19:29:00.002+08:00

hong kong mrt

2005-09-05T19:29:00.001+08:00

daddy's car

2005-09-05T19:29:00.000+08:00

a guangzhou bus, can u see how dusty the place is? and the pple juz walk on the roads anyhow

2005-09-05T19:28:00.000+08:00

inside the train again

2005-09-05T19:27:00.001+08:00

how guangzhou looks like

2005-09-05T19:27:00.000+08:00

inside the train and wank my shaky hands....

2005-09-05T19:26:00.001+08:00

train station to guangzhou

2005-09-05T19:26:00.000+08:00

hong kong hong kong hong kong!!!!

2005-09-05T19:25:00.001+08:00

hk mrt

2005-09-05T19:25:00.000+08:00

hong kong out of mine hotel window

blog abandoning

2005-09-05T19:17:00.000+08:00

shld i abandon u?

blog: no....i carry too many memories for u, how can u just abandon me like this?

but blogging is nt cool anymore....my friends aint blggoing....

blog: rmb the times we had tog? the times when suddenyl ur unknown blog has pple rushing in.....due to...erm.......the music?

i have nothing to update....nothign is happening to mine life....

blog: that nt unusual, just write some rubbish or copy paste some stuff.....tts wat u always do wat....

no...if i wanted a blog that way, am iwriting a magazine or am i putting my real life into it....

blog: u cheater, how can u just abandon mi like this....i am waiting for u to come back every second...and u just dump mi like this heartless creature!!!

erm......

conclusion?

the very moment i write here means i am blogging already......but whether there will be other posts.....erm...depends on my mood and my browser......
dont think anyone miss me anyway, am nt xiaxue....

stay over in nus

2005-08-13T16:54:00.000+08:00

guess every ME student reading this knows wat i am tokking about...

yeah....we stayed overnight in NUS to queue for the projects we want to to....
dont know if its really worth it after all since there is actually not much difference wat projects you get cos we dun even know a shit abt wat we are supposed to do. anyway, seems like a pretty fun idea to get to stay there with friends and with a seemingly very impt task at hand...yeah...seemingly....

we ran to our queue immediately when the locations are announced, manzz engine students are bloody kiasu sometimes...including me..well tts nt impt...but can u imagine miss singapore running to her queue, pushing anyone that gets into her way? she quite poor thing huh....has to think of her image every second...biyun told me her autographed keyboard was put up for auction on national day....erm? huh? keyboard? her autograph? some kinda marketing huh....firstly, who really wants her autograph...and secondly, wat has she got to do wif keyboards?

anyway, we did get the projects we wanted, now........wat to do for the rest of the night?
after playing the usual heart attack, dai di for a thousand and one time, and trying out new games that turn out to be lame,we got so sian and found ourselves bored with nothing to do. maybe we shld learn some new games
(any english word for the word sian? its so user friendly, i find singaporeans using the word at least once a day...its not exactly bored, but bored with slight tiredness inside, or it can mean u are frustrated with someone,or tired with something, sick of something.. it means so many things, i think u can create a sentence with the word alone but we cant use it to ang mos....hmm... )

luckily, xiaoling drove here, that means we get to go out at night!! yeah!!!
so we drove away,
looking back at those poor things who are still playing dai dis and heart attacks, so many times, they can continue playing even wif their eyes closed. some jokers even brought PS2 here to play...yeah...PS2, u heard me rite... they brought a tv and the entire PS2 set. siao....
some even brought an electric fan(in an air con area?)...the singhs brought along a soccer ball???!!!
we, the lucky ones, get to drive away to chinatown for KTV, leave the boring crowded place, far from the maddening crowd to chinatown for KTV...yeah!!!! long live xiaoling!!!...and her car

we went at twelve and came back at four, they still playing PS2, same game, no change, they only have one disc...those who were playing dai dis are now sound asleep, bet they still dreaming of dai dis...i was thinking, wat if one of the guys gets a wet dream suddenly or snore so loudly, or grind his teeth, or turn during sleeping to hit another person... so paiseh rite...tts y i dun wanna slp...haha....and a couple was lying tog, comfortably tucked in bedsheets(nt slping bags), wah...they make the forum like their home arh

issit going to be similiar if u live in hall?
so exciting, we get to go out to play every night then?
i also want......

all for love.....

2005-08-08T13:25:00.000+08:00

look at britney's recent photos....

carrying kelvin's baby has made her so much fatter than b4. look at her arms....they are like so flabby now....this photo does not show, but her thighs look like baby elephant's thighs....
how is it that a beautiful, well even if not beautiful, at least she had a great figure....
is willing to risk her whole career, figure and future just to bear a child?
cos its not the child of any other man, it the child of her most beloved husband...
thats wat our mums did too....
they are willing to risk the probabilty of becoming fat and ugly just to give birth to us, and then after that worry about us, all for the sake of love between 2 pple....
how sweet is that....

the monkey and his watch

2005-08-02T21:23:00.000+08:00

while doing my hair in the salon,
i picked up a china mag a read this article:

a hunter was walking thru the forest when he dropped his watch.
the watch was found by a monkey who was looking for food.
after finding the watch, the monkey quickly found out the use of it.
now, all the other monkeys will look for him when they need the time to be told...
slowly, the monkey gained respect in his grp since he is the only one that know the time. they made him the king of the monkeys.

the monkey realised how good a watch is and begin looking for other watches in the forest. after millions of searches, he found a few watches. however, they all show different time. when other monkeys come to ask him for the time, he became confused and not confident of his own answer. slowly, the monkeys lose their respect for him.

moral behind the story?

firms should be persistant in their marketing strategies,if they keep changing their marketing strategies, it will only make consumers lose faith in their products. like, let say mango suddenly change their marketing strategy to cater to more mature working professionals, existing mango buyers will stop going to mange to shop, nor will the mature professionals have any faith in the firm...aiya...i hope u all get wat i mean...

wah...is this wat pple in china read?
i mean its just a leisure magazine,
i expect lancome, estee to tell me how to keep my skin nice and stuff...
but this is wat i find...impressing....

in hong kong

2005-07-31T00:29:00.000+08:00

the hotel my mum booked for me is very hard to find...thks god i manage to get the help of a very helpful uncle over there....
he actually accompanied me over to the hotel which is like 3 streets away...he even waited in the shelter with me....
by the way, the weather is worst than shit...it rains every now and then and heavy....damm....
he chatted weith me and i found out that he is actually a director of a computer software company...gosh...dun know how big tt company is but really, he looks like a fishbsll uncle...haha....maybe its the clothes he wore that day...he was really nice and we exchanged msn....

luckily i was daring enuff to judge that he is nt a tee ko peh...or else i would nvr get to the hotel....he even waited for me to chk in b4 bidding me good bye and good luck....
after today, i found out that actaully hong kong people are pretty nice and helpful...like if they see u trying to take something, they will offer to help u even if they dont know u....singapore....hmm...i dont rmb anyone doing that for me...and they can really talk manzz....once they start talking, dun expect them to stop...
got lost many a time and my legs are so sore frm all the walking...and it rained..think getting sick....

the clothes here are damm cheap...for nice clothes that u can find in far east like for 29.90, u cvan get it here for 10 dollars. cosmetics are soooo cheap....the food is nice too...too bad the weather is shitty....

while on the bus to china, saw many china gurls wif so singaporeans and ang mos, social escorts ba...these gurls have quite a sad life...they are always trying their best to get a man that can bring them away frm their poverty and love them give them money, let dem be a tai tai...they risk everything, get despised by everyone, and even if they eventually get wat they want, how long can the men's lust last? will those men really love them? wat happens to them when they get derserted? they still get the despise, but this time, without the money....

am in china now using my dad's com...wah...his hse damm big...i shall up load my fotos later, for now, i shall juz jot down wat i rmb....in case when i go back to singapore, i have nothing to write abt.

hong kong

2005-07-31T00:18:00.000+08:00

after many many times of consideration, have decided to go to hong kong after all
to visit daddy in china and to shop like crazy....
cost saving, took valuair....
service:like shit...
air hostess:like shit..
anyway, met tis china lady on the plane who is sitting beside me.
she cant seems to stop talking and therefore decided to talk to me who is sitting rite beside her.
very nice lady.
she is frm zhejiang, hang zhou

she told me tales of how poor the people are over at her place. how children of very poor families manage to get into the university thru their diligence, determination and hardworking.
these stories, though heard before over and over again, never failed to touch me. how lucky we are to get into the university just like that, when our environment are so good.imagine pple who got into the university by studying in rooms that leak during rainy days and becomes freezing cold when winter comes.

she also told me how she got divorced from her husband becos she gave birth to a gurl and in china, they can only give birth to one child, well at least in shanghai.... and now she has to take care of the gurl all by herself. her trip to singapore tis time is to look for a school in singapore for her daughter. i admire how she managed to tell me tis story with even a frown, nt a single tear.

later, (its a 3 hr flight u see.....) she told me a hell lot of things and she is doing the talking most of the time... she also tole me how she love her mum...and how her mum sacrifice everything for her and her family and stuff...i got so touched i cried...damm so unglam....but think its normal to cry anyway...she say...husband u can change, bf u can change, even friends, they come and go....the only one standing beside u at the end of the day is ur mum and family.....mum, i gg to treat u better....y do i always forget to do tt....haizzz.....

oh...tts mine readings....

2005-07-28T22:38:00.000+08:00

Sun in Sagittarius, Moon in Taurus

Your astrological combination suggests worldly success. Your determination and reserve temper the Sagittarian impulsiveness, and your foresight can be used for practical ends. With your warmth and geniality, you usually find fulfillment in personal relationships. In love you are patient until you have made your conquest. Your pace is slow and determined. You have a reservoir of knowledge that can be practically applied. It is likely that you would be a faithful and devoted friend, and that your conscientious attitude could be relied upon.

Ascendant in Pisces, Neptune in the Tenth House

At the time of your birth the zodiacal sign of Pisces was ascending in the horizon. Its ruler Neptune is located in the tenth house.

Usually, because of the dual nature of this sign, your experiences seem always to oscillate between two extremes. Emotionally, you may become confounded and perplexed when your soul is torn between opposite attractions. Your temperament is, nevertheless, kindly and able to appreciate the most subtle emotional experiences.

You are inclined to introverted living - reserved and retiring. You would do well to gear your life to occupations where your creativeness can be expressed freely.

Your life will be replete with flux and change, and yet this will not be a source of annoyance as you are most adaptable to situations.

Essentially, you are expansive, guided by intuition and emotion, and falling very easily into elated or depressive moods.

You have a natural ability to perceive from unknown sources where the mind does not intervene. Such an ability, unfortunately, is usually misunderstood or has little application in life. If you do become involved in art, however, there are very good prospects for success as a painter, musician, writer, or poet.

Your sexual life will be highly varied and intense. When you fall in love, you feel as if the limitations of your personality are dissolving and you are receptive to everything that exists.

You need a strong hand to protect you and lead you into the practical world. Generally, you have inclinations and tendencies for the following: professions dealing with occult matter or mediumships, religion, seafaring, acting, psychometry, clairvoyance, painting, poetry, mysticism, and espionage.

The ruler of your life events, Neptune, here, is an indication that you may find it hard to determine definite goals in your life. Most of your effort will be expanding climbing the social ladder by obscure and mystical methods, and it might be difficult to obtain material success.

Moon in the Second House

The Moon was found in the second house at the time of your birth. Your business dealings and means of income will consist of a multiplicity of activities where you must relate to many people. The position is generally good.

Occupationally, you are going to be inclined to pursue money through popular activities.

In any case, expect a fortune which holds variation and fluctuation. Try to orient your monetary dealings to the general public for you possess the ability to succeed when in touch with the popular masses.

Saturn in the Ninth House

Saturn was found in the ninth house at the time of birth. This indicates that your concern over the impermanence of all things will urge you to restrict your personality traits and assume a position of caution and planning before pursuing any important matter.

In a practical sense, your attitude to all higher intellectual functions is that of a studious, serious, and meditative person. You must, however, be attentive to the possible presence of several challenging elements in your intellectual make-up such as depression, fear, and severity.

Sun in the Tenth House

The Sun was in the tenth house at the time of birth. The Sun here promises honor, success, and prestige in adult life. Publicly you appear as a vital, proud, powerful person. Your individuality has the need to manifest itself publicly and often to foist its energy on others. You have come to life with a satisfactory physical and moral heredity and you are going to acquire the favorable disposition of many persons of power to assist you in your ascent through life.

Your liabilities include an exaggerated pride, arrogance and a tendency to rely too much on your own resources.

Note: The Sun is technically near the end of house 9 and is therefore interpreted in house 10.

Venus in the Eleventh House

Venus was found in the eleventh house at the time of your birth. Your aspirations in life are very aesthetically oriented.

You strive for peace and harmony and if it were left up to you the whole world would be more humane, kind, and considerate. In your more personal relationships, Venus gives you the capability of obtaining substantial gain and assistance through your friends, who will desire to assist you with the best of intentions.

lil rapper

2005-07-27T14:38:00.000+08:00

get low
get low
its fazi at the window
yeah yeah yeah

was on the bus when i heard the kid behind me rapping this lil phrase as he was peeping out the window in a husky "the rock" voice
wah...sounds really pretty nice...cool kid.....
who knows the nxt 50 cents might be frm singapore
a 5 yr old kid noes how to rap...manzzz
singapore aint tt un-happening after all rite...
better den wat slyester lim....
we shld have a show called the nxt hip hop idol

last day , gss, promoter, back to sch

2005-07-25T00:15:00.000+08:00

damm...last day of GSS but i did nt get a single shit thru'out the whole sale...
tell me dere isnt really anything worth buying pls....
i was either working in Tuas or i get off work when all the shops are closed....
i wan go HK and get sooooooo many things

last day in Plaza sing, last day being a promoter....
hmm...really hard to get back to the study mood....
maybe i shldnt work at all nxt holis...
being a promoter is bad...the more u work, the more u wanna spend....
even on food, i spend at least ten dollars a day....
i will spend even more but those uncles dun wan to go crystal jade for lunch wif mi...unless i treat...erm...no hor...u are nt zai zai

btw, there a guy who looks really like zai zai(they say one, u noe u cant trust me when i say someone looks like another one...) in Plaza sing best denki...
nxt time u all go dere can take a look... esp KW.....
damm shuai
shit...i told my friend i think he is shuai and den the nxt moment,
the whole bloody best denki say i like him(stupid big mouth eric)....wth...
no face already...
lucky last day liao....
will miss dem....
the best thing abt being a promoter is u can really make a lot of friends...

got told off cos i chit chat too much with other promoters instead of selling my stuff... hey everyone come by my counter and say hi to me, i have to entertain dem mar....
so i got crazy and started greeting every single customer who passes by
we actually have a rule that says that whoever greet the customer first means that the customer is urs, so i went to "chop" every single one who pass by so in case they want to buy shavers, they buy frm me and only me!
i even forced a guy to listen to me tok abt shavers when he was just actually passing by...
haha....singaporeans are quite nice sometimes....
they are too nice to just push u away

wonder if i could do this all my life...this is just too fun.

plaza sing

2005-07-23T23:38:00.000+08:00

Ann: i go home and hug my husband liao...bye bye(says to single thomas)
thomas: ok, go and hold banana lor
ann: oei
thomas: hold and eat banana lar
ann: i go and take the jucier get the banana juice and get the juice tml let u drink

can u believe it? the conversation btw 2 50 yr old plus promoters......

haha...these pple make me luff the whole day
they say i look more like i am there to play den work.

and this eric (bruan promoter and 4th eric tt i noe.....) keep suaning me....yucks, so wat if i keep selling other pple's pdt....my pay higher leh...

and this boring uncle frm yamaha....can spend the whole hr tokking abt badminton in hokkien non stop....the other 3 of us can ony listen in slience....i tried my best to stop and change the topic...but damm...failed...

den there is this weird auntie....she like my bunning of my hair so much, she wans me to teach her, den after that, she tried it herself with a pen, succeed and left the pen dere....weird rite....

other times, i am trying to get close to the panasonic microwave promoter who cooks great cury chicken.....so maybe i can eat her things aso...haha.....

luvres working dere!! tml last day...haizzzz

su wei + eric bday

2005-07-16T00:08:00.000+08:00

ian, pj, kaixin and me are looking for cuppage partywrld KTV
we went into some strange buliding just nxt to cuppage.
me, being a blur queen had insisted that we are in cuppage. that place was horrible. my very trusting friends, believed me and we went thru the whole buliding looking for the KTV, there is not a soul in sight and its a pretty run down place. as we are trying to get to the rest as we search thru every lvl of the buliding, PJ suddenly said that she saw a woman in white in the mirror. Ian said she was only joking, but she kept insisting that she saw a woman in the mirror but cannot find the real person. i was too scared to verify if there is really a woman in white in the mirror. and den Kaixin aso say she saw a woman in white in the mirror. I got really scared mow. manzzz...it sure sounds like a lousy hongkong horror movie. chey...in the end went we got to the next flr, there is indeed a woman in white standing there lar...and she is no ghost, just some girls trying to get erm...horny customers. opp her is another girl in red. why on earth do they have to wear those 2 colors? like if they wore green or blue, its nt tt scary mar...and they have to stand that still somemore.

ok so we got scared enuff already and we still cannot find the damm KTV( cos we are in the wrong buliding) so we decided to take a lift to lvl one and leave the buliding. we got into a lift but the lift juz wont close. we are panicking again how to get out of the building if the lift door wont close and there is no escalator going downwards? luckily a lift came at last. it opened for no reason at lvl 4 and then we got to lvl one and safely got out of the damm buliding. Guess those 2 women muz be luffing their heads off at us. we were making so much noise and making such a big fuss.

anyway, we got to the cuppage KTV finally. the party was so fun. there are 12 f us there....hmmm....so many pple....and we got so high playing the seaweed game. very happy birthday to u eric and su wei! thks for everything!

work at taka

2005-07-13T00:25:00.000+08:00

working for philips in the take philips counter now
find me at lvl 3 at some ulu corner of takashimaya
the promoters here, unlike best denki, ain't made up of ah bengs who go smoking like 3 times an hr.
they are surprisingly well mannered and gentle.
very verrrryyy nice men and women
the uncle standing to the counter keep helping me sell my stuff...
so nice!! and the auntie keep letting me try her perfumes.
the customers here are great too
they come in to buy expensive high end stuff w/o me saying much
wahhh.....its a promoter heaven
wats more, i am nxt to the perfume counters
got hugo, loewe( took mi quite some time to noe how to pronunce the name) and Mango.... lots more lar...ferrari(i think the smell suxs, the blacks like them)
i get to spray perfume all over and i go home smelling a mixture of Givenchy, loewe, hugo, mango and blah....gosh...i love this
too bad i only get to work here for a few days,
apparently replacing the girl who is down wif dengue fever(???)
and i might work at the airport nxt, damm far but so cool rite
maybe if i work at the airport, i can smell like chanel, dior, anna sui, lot lots more and look like shisedo, kose, MAC..... so cool.....

working at taka,
i can shop at work, b4 work and after work
Mango having 70 percent off now!!
tried on a few pieces,
i look fat in every single one of them
in my very strong reluctance to admit that i am indeed a big fat bitch,
i conclude that mango designers are like shit, they design clothes that only lizzy jagger can look nice in and Guess is even worst. only the stick insect can slip into it
its therefore nt my fault
and i just had dinner so of course i am bloated, so its hard to look good in them
or i am simply too critical of myself
hahaha
enuff...shld lose some weight....
dont understand why some girls can look like stick insects wif 2 coconuts hanging in front of them
its so impossible
i wish i could feed them lard
why isnt there winter in singapore when i can safely hide my tummy inside thick clothings and for once dont look so big compared to other girls as long as i tahan the cold and wear a layer less than them.
awww.....nvr mind, i am nt the only girl complaining that am fat anyway. although i might be one of the few who is actually fat......wank....

ah lian...am i?

2005-07-09T23:55:00.000+08:00

haizz...recently i juz cant get enuff of the initial D song..... the drift song.... and i just let it keep repesting in my mp3 player..... the worst thing is, i can get enuff of it so much that i am afriad that i might get addicted to that song, i try switching to the radio and my hip hop songs within 5 mins i am back to the drifting song.....arrgghhh....its scaring mi.....how? my ears are numb to any other songs.....my ears are like married to this song......is this going to be permenant?

come to think of it, when we listen to songs, its juz the vibration of a few plates creating different frequencies and amplitudes and we are so fascinated by them....haha....sounds silly....and the TV is just emitting electron accelerate thru dunno wat shit...

worked as a promoter today
damm sickening guy i know today lor....damm sickening....
ugly and sickening lor.....keep thinking he very good liddat and den keep selling cheap stuff.....
i am the oni one who keep selling things that have commission lor....
and the commission muz share among us....shit
useless ugly guy....and the thing is he don like mi lor i think
hey...i cant help it if losers juz automatically dun like mi....
nt as if i like them, but i try and be friendly to everyone mar....
sounding like a chao ah lian....
complaining abt everything in the wrld,
its all Biao yi's (the jay chou song) fault....
i juz cant get u out of my head....
i think if i can open up my brains now,
its infested wif the Biao Yi's worms lor.....
am i gg to live?

wat outings?

2005-07-06T20:18:00.000+08:00

looked at some of my friends' blog....all of them have been going out, going for orientation camps and stuff,
for me, orientation camps is just an excuse to get out of work. ya...i feel bad to lie, but i would do anything to get out of that shitty place. anything at all, mina in charge is gonna be so bz after i left and i felt bad...she has been so nice to me. she even detected that i am lying when i said i want to go back to sch to help in the orientation. she knew i hate that job. probably due to frequent screw ups. it is truely nt my fault that i screw up actually, someone ( its scary i dont know who) is always meddling wif my com settings. but tts nt the pt of this blog entry.

having regrets that i din go to engine camp. well, think its nt gonna be that good also lar. wats the difference between knowing one boring engine guy and knowing a lot of boring engine guys? ( hey friends frm engine, i nt tokking abt u all har.....really....) turns out there is a difference. feels great to say hi to everyone in the canteen, a million Hi Byes friends are fun. even if u forgot abt their names at all. the good thing is u get new pple to gossip( no no no...dun gossip, to concern abt) and then u can act like u noe everyone in the whole wide wrld. u wont get accused of having no friends in Uni. but sometimes its get irritating. like pple u do nt like so well like to keep pestering u for favors or asking u for ur results (this is only good when i get good grades, which i nvr did). i wish i could just kick them away in fact, i would like to stump on them a few times b4 kicking them away.

i might go for the orientation week. knowing more pple has no harm.... more pple to concern abt, and act like a social butterfly. feels great too when u past by someone u dun really know well and she gives comments like:" hey u dyed ur hair!"or "i like ur skirt" u feel like some superstar under the eyes of many unimpt passing pple. but its tiring to get on top of the crowd and become the "happening" star. have to think how to project ur image too. first impression counts, dont they. come to think of it, well....orientation is tiring.....

the guan yin temple

2005-07-03T17:01:00.000+08:00

the guan yin temple, somewhere my mum would go everytime she need some direction in life.
whenever she needs to make some very impt decisions.
i discourage her actions, how she runs to the temple only when she needs help. when on normal days she feasts on beef and does not go vegetarian on the 15th and the 1st. haha....

anyway, when i was there, as usual, i can see hundreds of worshippers kneeling in front of Guan Yin, each holding a metal tin on their hands, trying to get some answers from the goddess. My, then i realised how lost those people are. they, like my mum, are trying to find some direction in life. confused and mislead by so many things, they need some answer from someone, or even, somewhere. have they lost faith in themselves, so much that they think that they cannot make the decisions themselves. do they think that they are foolish and can easily make the wrong decisions?

worshipping is okay, paying respect to the religion you believe in is okay too, asking for blessing is okay also. but do we really need to ask for directions? dont we have a mind to make the decisions ourselves? besides, how much can u really understand wat the Goddess is trying to say after she picked the lot for u?

after all, its still our lives. decisions, should be made by ourselves.

admin....nt for mi

2005-06-29T22:51:00.000+08:00

i could really die if i were to generate reports and do data entry all my life. this job is getting on my nerves.....i have to keep generating sales report for them. i see excel cells even when i close my eyes...
wat will happen if i were to do this all my life?
one of my colleague is a NUS Mech engine Grad....OMG...dun wan dun wan,.......
fear of growing up
fear of graduating
where shall i go frm dere?
LOST.....

initial D

2005-06-27T20:28:00.000+08:00

damm cool
i love initial D

all men should know how to drive.
yea, ALL

its so damm cool when jay chou has that bored look on his face when he is speeding down the roads, he make something so dangerous look so easy, i wanna drive too.....

a busy day

2005-06-26T01:18:00.000+08:00

nvr had so many events all cramped on one day

in the morning i had tuition
the kid still dosent have a clue wats gg on
and den i went shopping in orchard.
mango having sale again
nothing caught my eyes
some men are browsing thru the clothes while waiting for their girlfriends.
but i was amused at how bewildered men look when they try to figure out how we get into those clothes. on man was holding up a wrap ard top and took 10 mins trying to figure out where we put our hands and heads into. he eventually gave up....
other wise they will be like trying to get their girlfriend to get into something that is absolutely out of fashion and strange...haha....tts y i hate shopping wif men, mostly lar....

and den i went o my sis pass out parade
its this NPCC thingy she join, they have a pass out parade
haha...at first i tot it was useless boring and stuff....
but i was like pretty touched after the whole thing...that is like everything she worked for and now when she goes back to sch they call her a mdm...haha...
well....though i still like the band more lar...

after her parade, its emily's bday party
i was so suay i could nt believe it
i tot the fastest way to get to changi aloha is to take a train and den take the bus or a taxi
my train actually got stuck inside the tunnel
woah i could nt believe it...
there was even this pregnant woman, or she fat lar...i dun really know... who begin to have breathing difficulties..... omg....
we dunno wats gg to happen nxt....there are so many ghosts stories in the cinemas lately and my mind began to wander as i have nothing to do standing dere wif no cuties ard me....i imagine monsters at the back of the train crushing and burning everything up. aliens trying to get in thru the glass windows, i imagine that we have to get out of the train and walk in the tunnel to the nxt station and den as we walk there, pple dissappear w/o anyone knowing as some strange creatures creeep in the dark tunnels. well, the train literally crawled to the nxt station and everyone have to get off the train. i bet u will see similiar blogs abt this incident... there are a hell lot of pple in the bloody train.

anyway, got off the train to get a taxi...
i took an awfully long time to get a taxi...maybe cos i was wearing black they cant see me or my wear frm day to nite makeup makes me look like a ghost to damm taxi drivers who refuse to stop for me.
by the time i reach emily's very big chalet at changi, its was 8pm or more....
haizz...din get to see her cut cake.but she looks gorgeous. saw very long time no see friends like elena, clement and johan, even longer time no see friend alvin....
had much fun playing games...bluff wif faulty cards....
haha...really tired after everythign and still blogging it down at 2am
haha....am a loyal blogger aint i.....

snails

2005-06-21T09:02:00.000+08:00

i hate snails
they are the perfect representation of our sad unfulfiling lives.
they remind u of all your troubles, worries, and everything sad.

the way they drag their feet while carrying the beautiful shells
doesnt it remind u of something?
of how some singaporeans had paid deposits for their cars and condos when they could not really afford it and spent the rest of their lives trying to pay the fees. how they drag their lives, while burdened by the large amt of bills and instalments they have to pay. how they gave up opportunities, dreams and hopes just to pay bills and feed the family. just like how the snail moves, while having a beautiful shell on its back, it can only move slowly, staring towards the direction it wants to go but was never near its destination.

reminds me of how vunerable beauty has made us,
girls with high heels can barely walk, guys with styled hair can bare move their heads.
how easy it is for the bird to catch the snail.
if it were a slug, the bird wouldnt have noticed it so easily.

the snail reminds me of how we were nvr free and nvr will be free,
with our innate desire for things we cannot really afford.
the hopes pinned on us, the debts we must pay for wat we want, the way we are expected to behave, the way people judge.
freedom is not something real because we can never have it, never seen it, never felt it, will never have it, own it or feel it. we have only heard of it and dreamt of it.

and beyond all that, yuck,
how ugly is the stupid creature,
and it cannot get out of my sight immediately one leh
is like a irritating person, u ask him to get out but he just refuse to, like a irritating boring friend who kept talking to you when u dun feel like it
climbing all abt, leeching onto everywhere
2 stupid antlers sticking out of a piece of gluey shit
yucks,
i know we shld appreciate god's art....
but how i wish i had never seen a snail in my life b4

my posts

2005-06-20T23:04:00.000+08:00

self obsessed me is always visiting my own blog
i like to read and reread my own entries....
but when i went to read my archives...
yucks

wat the hell was into me....

i write so boring stuff...and most of the time i am tokking abt nuttin
so unfunny, unimpt, totally ignorable
i hate myself

the thing i hate most is to know that if xiaxue was to say this in her blog,
she would most probably have cute loyal readers saying :"no, ur blog is fantastic, i wept to the goodness of your words and i truely worship the ground that u blog on", "u are wonderful gurl, dont say that about yourself..." blah blah blah blah

me, no one would do that, i wallow in self pity , the jealousy is squeezing me into tears(nt really, i think she write nt tt well anyway)
i have to go the the wilderness to search for my inner most feelings, the me i wanna express to everyone, the things that truely mean something to me, i will blog down, no more senseless, unfunny, meanlingless, forgettable blog entries

haha...after saying so much, i guess so pple have the urge to leave something nice on my tagboard saying that actually my blog isnt TT bad(even if 1. u think its real shit 2. u are very jealous of my blog 3. u really like it), but as u read this line, u refrain frm doing so

the truth is out,
the truth is,
this is another senseless, meaningless, dunno-wat-i-tokking abt blog entry that i expect many friends will come and reprimand me:"jiaxin arh, i dunno wat u tokking abt in ur blog leh"
haha...i like leh
cannot arh....
now, really no one is gg to write something nice to tell mi my entries aint tt bad after all and a few weeks later as the self obsessed me is lingering in my own blog again, i noticed this senseless useless entry and again write another entry abt how lousy my entries are.....
at tis pt, i dun even noe wat i am tokking abt le...
as david tao says, i nid to find myself
hmmm.......

Jerk it out

2005-06-19T01:06:00.000+08:00

have nothing much to write....
so this title is called jerk it out...
u noe...as in tis entry is jerked out....
i forced myself to write it....
cos its easy when u know how its done
and u cant stop now its already began

yeah...i juz blog so tt to continue blogging...haha...stupid....
as usual, i am nt very the smart u noe....i am juz very pretty....
haha....big ego....but if i dun think myself pretty, who will....
think wat u want to be, and be the person u wan to be.
one chance grab it.....

look....
i was thinking if i could just write something out to9
since i have not been updating my blog....
i was thinking if i continue typing wats in my mind, i might end up wif a pretty interesting entry, maybe my best entry, maybe the best asian entry, maybe the most influential entry.maybe so interesting that prince william wants my hands for marriage after reading my blog. and a few years later i die in a car accident. or it might be the most surprisingly boring entry, so disturbingly boring u pulled all ur hair out and became bald and replaced natalie portman for her new role after finish reading this entry.

so boring a couple of flys flying abv u tis moment fell asleep and landed on top of ur head .the next morning Mr and Mrs Smith woke up naked and decided to live in the new planet they have found(ur head) and in matters of month, u have a planetful of flys flying orbiting abt ur head. when u finally decided to take a shower to wash ur hair, they make a movie called the wars of the worlds. Batman begins to save them with the hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy when Mr and Mrs Smith are still a lot like love. It is definately a Downfall since the hitchhiker's guide was sheer rubbish. Den along came polly who is the Monster-in-law of Mr and Mrs Smith. She is such a bitch and her spiderman boyfriend is type B. they started to make waterproof spider webs on your head and u just failed to shampoo your hair cos the web just wont come off. U are cursed while Monster-in-law and spiderman continue to reproduce while watching Eros.

trash. wat u get when u jerk it out.
yeah...thats wat i offer.....
go away or keep digging.....

project superstar

2005-06-13T22:18:00.000+08:00

yucks, after stupid simon made a name for himself by shaming stars wanna-bes in America idol, singapore seems to think that that is the way to up those ratings.

that was exactly how project superstar was.
it is adsolutely disgusting
in American idol, at least we know paula will be there to say something nice to weird contectants like all so famous william hung. in project superstar, no, they are all out to critise you if u dun look impressing and sing badly. u are then deemed as a loser. a big loser wanna be, they want to make u feel as if your mum should have killed you the moment u are born into this world. this is so irritating....i hate to see this.....esp when those are innocent sweet people only trying their best to fulfil their dreams.

there is this girl they say she look like 如花. poor girl, and there is no paula to say that she is pretty sweet or something like that....如花 is a crazy woman and this girl is just a simple girl trying to persue her dream to be a singer. no matter how much she looks like that crazy taiwan woman, it is simply disgusting how project superstar is trying to use mockery to improve ratings. anyway it does not work like that at all. it does not make me comfortable to see people being mocked at publicly right in the face just becos their looks aint that impressing.

cant the judge appreciate how these people had mustered enough courage to join the show and persue their dreams even though they might face mockery and shame?

And then there is this gurl, who looks like she walked out of ANTM, sang obviously out of tune got into the contest..... wat the heck...

good looking she is, but maybe she should go TV1? i thot i was watching a malay channel....

its such a lousy competition.....
i bet that the winner wouldnt be haf as good as yanzi anyway,
sly and taufik wasnt that im-pressing also....
mediacorp, pls stop trying to show these sucky singing contests when u aint sincere about looking for singing talents....wat about holding a Singapore next top model?

ok, this is a long entry and i had lost myself and dunno wat i am tokking abt like frm the second sentence....blogging juz for the sake of it...humph....
and wasting your time, i had suceed.....
the coolest way to organise your sentances, the YODA way.....
lurves him(sex not really determined)....other than teaching the ways of the jedi, think he can set up a language sch too.....

pandas

2005-06-08T19:22:00.000+08:00

was watching the news today...note: this is something i rarely do...
tts y u can see my dear friend jo has so much to say abt politics and stuff but mi, nothing...
but today, i have something to say:

clear throats....

coughs....

China gave a pair of panda to Taiwan to represent goodwill
and Taiwan is pleased to accept their gift.....
the Taiwanese are even naming the panda....

waoh...so good right, all u have to do is to rear panda, lotsa pandas and then everyone will be ur friend....
i really dont see wat is so valuable abt these fat clumsy animals.....
white tigers also near to extinction what,....but no one give much attention to them....pandas that cute meh?
and then u still need to put in so much money to feed them and stuff.....think China wanna save money on feeding those fat asses and started giving them to every other country they want to be on friendly terms with....when the panda they gave died due to improper care of the host, China can get angry at them....wahahahaha......

look at the idiotic smile....good away stupid panda...
and China said that the gift was a sign of unity
humph....seriously...i really dont know if Taiwan shld accept the gift....

PoweR girls

2005-06-05T19:17:00.000+08:00

PoweR girls is a new very cool reality series from MTV for those who has SCV, muz watch ok?
catch it on Sat 1630hrs and Sun 1830hrs
this show is way cool

The show's introduction:
The life of a PoweR Girl at Lizzie Grubman's New York City PR firm is sometimes glamorous, sometimes stressful but always exciting. Watch as Rachel, Kelly, Millie and Ali plan nightclub openings and album launches, hobnob with celebrities, wrangle the paparazzi, pitch Page Six and shop, all while fighting for a permanent spot on Lizzie's team. Don't miss the drama as they try to take over the celebrity party circuit!

sounds exciting huh?
looks like u have already missed the first episode....
this is the episode guide:

Episode 101 Summary:

Rachel gets her first major assignment: the grand opening party for swanky new nightclub Ruby Falls. Her mission is to attract a sexy crowd of celebrities and VIP's to the club, then spot some juicy gossip she can dish to the press. But first she must contend with menacing paparazzi, a mob scene at the door, and a bad attitude from her co-workers! When Lindsay Lohan sneaks in the side entrance of the club with a coat over her head, Lizzie and Rachel realize they've spotted the perfect item to pitch to the gossip columns the next morning and the night is saved. The press runs the item verbatim. In contrast to the success of Ruby Falls event, Lizzie's firm finds itself with an unhappy client when Ja Rule shows up for an autograph signing with no pictures to sign.

From Lizzie:
Now that everyone has seen the first episode, here is my behind-the-scenes scoop...

First, a PR 101 Lesson: Always keep your cool! The guest lists at Ruby Falls should really have been more organized. They were a disaster, and I know the other girls were really frustrated. But everything went well with the club opening and the clients were thrilled.

In PR, the paparazzi are very important, because they take the photos that wind up in all the magazines and newspapers. Steve Sands and I actually have a great relationship, but unfortunately the club didn't want him inside that night, so we had to do what our client asked and keep him outside. But you might be interested to know that Steve has taken some very famous photos, including the first ever picture of Gwyneth Paltrow's little Apple!

I am sure that everyone recognized some famous faces at the party, and we were thrilled that so many celebs were able to show up! Being in New York, it is a lot harder to get a lot of celebrities to attend events, since so many people are based in LA. Lucky for us, this party was during the Upfronts, so there were hot young stars around who were ready to party. The Upfronts are when all the television stars come to New York to promote their shows to advertisers, network executives and other important people.

I must admit, I was a little shocked when I saw that Rachel had lied to me about being in the office when she was really shopping with Kelly. However, I really can't blame them--I would have wanted to look cute to meet the O.C's Benjamin McKenzie too! In the end, everyone worked really hard and got the job done, so I really couldn't be mad about the secret shopping trip.

Next week, tune in to see us all go to the Hamptons to plan the hottest party of the summer--Puffy's White Party. There are tons of celebrities, and Kelly finally gets to meet her idol, Paris Hilton. To make sure she looks right for the occasion, Kelly gets these crazy long blonde hair extensions--wait till you see them. Plus, my four girls have to share a hotel room, and all the "togetherness" takes its toll. There will be lots of fireworks over Fourth of July weekend!

i wanna be like them too!!...so damm cool.....

camera phone

2005-06-02T00:15:00.000+08:00

we have no privacy at all wif camera fone...today i was sitting behind a buy who was trying to shoot something thru out his bus trip...he was aiming at a gurl's legs.....but he was always blocked by other pple....finally no one block him and the bus became steady.... he aimed at the gurl's legs

and then he zoomed in....chey...he trying to shoot the sling bag she was carrying....
and the most paiseh thing was, he noticed that i was staring into his fone thru out the trip....i was thinking, wat shld i do if he was really aiming at the gurl's legs, shld i confront him and do wats right? or shld i juz be a hum ji(a chicken?) and keep quiet but i will have a hard time with my conscience...hmmm.....difficult....glad he din do tt....

and then there is this guy who board the bus...he sat right beside me. at first sight, he seems very very nerdy and those who are very very quiet kinda person. he slowly took out a cd player the way u would expect a nerdy guy would and gently put it in his cd player. this is the part where all the fun begins. he began shaking and rocking his body, rapping along with the malay music he was listening to. at one pt, i swear i saw him almost slip off his seat, then, instead of helping himself up, he shook back to position in style. other than that, he was drinking from this 1.5l coke bottle as if it was drugs and shook more happily every time he takes a big gulp from the bottle....i was in the bus for 15 mins and the whole bottle was gone....i was startled for the whole trip... all my hairs are at the morning assembly singing the national anthem....well, bad metaphor...but i wanted to say my hairs were all standing

i think its the malay guy who caused me to get noticed by the camera guy...arrgghhh...all his fault....

bloody donkey

2005-06-01T18:30:00.000+08:00

stupid woman...foolish freak, bloody donkey....

"eh, jiaxin ar....can i release u early?"
yes, when do u want me to go?
"erm....i nt sure, i tell u later?"
ok

2hrs later

"jiaxin arh....how many days notice do i have to give you?"
2 to 3 days...
"24 hrs can? tml be ur last day can?"
*surprised and irritated* ok

the next day

"eh...jiaxin arh....maybe extend for one more day?that means u tml then last day lar"
*pissed off* ok

today

"errrmmm....jiaxin arh...how abt i extend u for one more week? cos we have a lot of things to do...blah blah blah blah...."

slap u....wank off and stop irritating me lar....stupid donkey ass looking like creature with pea sized brain....
i am going to leave this miserable company to another one...to be a Logistics assistant....wah...sound so pro....but 6 per hr oni....arrgghh......

results

2005-06-01T18:16:00.000+08:00

damm bad...worst than first sem...urrggghhh......

i deserve it...been doing too many other things other than studying....hate it....yuck....

pondering over something unimpt

2005-05-31T19:22:00.000+08:00

ever tried to read a newspaper in a bus or a mrt?

noticed how everyone start staring at u and before u thot that cute guy at the corner of the bus was mesmerized by your beauty, u find him trying hard to read the words on your newspapers.... we all know its quite rude to read other's newspapers, but i cant stop doing it....i will do it even if i had already bought the papers....u are bored and its just so convenient to just look at the papers others are holding when he help u flip the pages also…trust me, I tried really hard to look away.

Now, the thing I am pondering over is not if I should look into other’s papers or not, since I uncontrollably do that, even if its the Malay papers I still look at the pictures. The thing is, if u were the one holding on to the papers, would u allow others to read it?

I see some people holding on to the papers try very hard to prevent anyone else peep into their papers. They look up every now and then to make sure that they are not sharing their papers with any other person. In the end, they spend more time trying to prevent anyone share the papers than read the papers. They eventually got fed up and keep their papers and den diao (gives a I wanna kill u stare to) everyone else in the MRT….not as if u were holding a treasure map….

Some do not care if you are looking into their papers or not. Not even if you come so near, you are reading the papers as if it was yours. they might not even mind if u ask them to read faster and flip to another page.

So, what will u do if u are too bored in a bus and u start to read a mag or newspapers and people keep staring at what u are reading, u get irritated but it just seems rude and selfish to just keep the papers? Hmmm……another unimpt thing I pondered about today…

And what if you dont mind but when u come to the sex article and do not want to read it together with a complete stranger?

John's birthday party

2005-05-29T13:23:00.000+08:00

ever since i blogged abt kokwee's bday, its seems fair to blog abt every single 21st birthday i attended....John birthday party was something like Ian's birthday party....in a condo and with lotsa relatives......

Long-time-no-see Chuliet was there also....appartently she is having her birthday party today....but i din go....since its raining and i am not close to her.....wont be impt whether we go or not...think her house also cannot house so many of us right...ya....so happy birthday chuliet!

back to john's birthday party....the food was really nice and the cake was nice too....looks like the 21st birthday cake is the most impt thing in every party...we seem to compare the cake of every party. chocolate cakes are favs....and those cakes are so big! almost the size of my tv screen....yummy....the climax of the party is when john open up his presents....hhaha....the after sissish presents are so funny....and surprisingly, john is willing to dress up in his present and pose a gayish pose for us which is damm cool....yeah! ten claps!! and we also got kaixin and eric to dance their salsa for us, so cool....i wanna learn also...

Happy Birthday john, now no nid to go yangtze liao huh...good....and you get to go to the casino....so cool! when can it be my turn? haizzzz.......next birthday party....Kaixin...*smiles*

and thxs pj, kokwee and eric for the crown necklace, lurves it.....respect.....

biatches

2005-05-27T19:20:00.000+08:00

i was in the dark for so long.....

Aik Lee Industry is nt a pure simple place full of simple folks after all.....
i used to think that these pple smile at each other in the morning, say good bye to each other by the end of the day, they are simple minded folks who are friends to each other, everyone is nice sweet and kind with little malaysian slangs.....i feel like working in a village.....something is missing.....where is the office politics?

hahha....but tt is nt the whole truth after all.....they are nice to me cos i am juz a temp and not involve with anything.....to say it simply, i am juz like a machine which is able to sort invoices, fax ppr and listen to commands....something like a robot....

but in my department, there are 2 biatches......they hold quite low positions (think they are assistant accountants, doing mostly admin work and data entry that i am doing also....) but are highly popular with everyone....they are the gossip source and the whole office is under their control...cos everything they say is gg to affect how u will be treated by the other colleagues..... u step on their tails and u are finished....u can almost start packing ur bags and start typing ur resignment letter.....

they are constantly bullying this man from another department...his name is david....this david is definately the kind of guy who u will chose to aim at.....he is dim, slow, act hardworking, say sorry for everything he does, not good looking(am trying to be kind....u wont want me to descride how he looks) , lame, try to lick the boss boots and blah blah blah.....those 2 biatches will be able to tell u more but these are the only things i manage to think of....

After working for so long, this guy does not even know how to use the fax machine....he went to ask one of the biatch for help...the normally kind and friendly biatch snap back at him:"I am very busy lar...fax it yourself"thick-skinned david said"help me lar pls...thank you thank you" the biatch would rather spend 10 minutes snaping at him rudely asking him to fax it himself than spend 2 minutes to help him fax when she is sitting right beside the fax machine...haha....i was amused....otherwise they will be screaming at him, asking him to either go away or scold how dumb and stupid he is...the thing is, all these things happen right in front of the boss's eyes and he didnt for a moment try to stop those 2 biatches frm bullying him.

Another person they hate is the accounts head....yeah...they even have the power to dislike someone who is directly above them.... everything the accounts head, mavis ask them to do, they will ok lar ok lar...and den ignore her...they make weird faces at wateva comments she make...mavis is one stupid and dumb woman also lar...40 plus liao stil wanna act cute and try to order pple abt, her work is always not done and the boss treats her like a dumb ass also...so poor thing, i dont think she can stay in that position for long...she probably got the position by her qualifications only..... anyway, the 2 biatches rule!! luckily they are nice to me....

joke pasted frm somewhere....

2005-05-26T19:11:00.000+08:00

The Hit and Run Case

A very successful lawyer parked his brand-new Lexus in front of his office, ready to show it off to his colleagues. As he got out, a truck passed too close and completely tore the door off of the driver's side. The counselor immediately grabbed his cell phone, dialed 911, and within minutes a policeman pulled up.

Before the officer had a chance to ask any questions, the lawyer started screaming hysterically. His Lexus, which he had just picked up the day before, was now completely ruined and would never be the same, no matter what the body shop did to it.
When the lawyer finally wound down from his ranting and raving, the officer shook his head in disgust and disbelief.

"I can't believe how materialistic you lawyers are," he said. "You are so focused on your possessions that you don't notice anything else."
"How can you say such a thing?" asked the lawyer.

The cop replied, "Don't you know that your left arm is missing from the elbow down? It must have been torn off when the truck hit you."
"Ahhh!" screamed the lawyer. "Where's my Rolex!"

job changes a person

2005-05-25T22:34:00.000+08:00

nt been blogging these few days...simply coz i cant find anything worthy to put here.....this stupid job is boring the hell outta mi...its draining me of my creativity, youth, time and everything good.

my brain cant function properly now....when i see stacks of pprs on my table now i have the urge to go and arrange dem arrcording to alphabetical order....even the stack of clothes i had dem arranged according to their color shades....shit...think its a disease....as if i am programmed to do it...

i can keep my mouth shut for the whole day and bend down to arrange those shitty pprs, i am like hunchback of notre dame(aiya...dunno how to spell and too lazy to chk it out.....told ya...my brains are nt working AT ALL...u can almost see it blinking TILTED when the lights goes off ).....
sobbsssss....

as long as i am in this job, i cant blog properly.....hhahaha....so gonna be MIA for sometime unless sometime interesting happens and i will type it out.....i miss ya...kendrachan.blogspot.com......

Dont EVER EVER be an admin assistant!
boring, unfulfilling......

I am under the accounts dept....seems like the accountants demselves have to do lotsa check writing, data entry, look for invoices and stuff......oh gosh...i feel sad for dem....
Jo and mun fai be prepared....wahahhaha.....

went to eat at le meridien Changi last night....the food dere is damm good and very nice place...buffet for 22 bucks oni..GST included....and u get lamb chop, steak, very very nice chocolate cakes...waoh....it blew me away...i ate as if i had nvr eaten for 3 days....

Supermarketing

2005-05-22T18:34:00.001+08:00

Findings showed that just 1.2 percent of the least attractive children were buckled in to grocery cart seats, compared with 13.3 percent of the most attractive youngsters. When moms were with the kids, 4 percent of the ugly ones were buckled in, but when dads took the kids shopping, none of the homely children was strapped into the cart.

The observers also noticed the less attractive children were allowed to wander further away and more often from their parents. Oddly, the good-looking boys were kept closer to their parents than were pretty girls. Why? The researchers think the girls may be thought of as more competent and more independent than boys of the same age.

Gosh...so scary.....how did my mum treat me when i was a kid? haha....erm...
was supermarketing today...wanted to buy some minced meat to make dumplings(饺子)...
an old uncle promoter was shouting: 这边那边这边那边这边那边 for sale....
i was like huh?
orhzz...he was selling chicken nugget....lousy...doesnt even sounds like chicken nugget...
there was also this big real stingray in Giant....woo.....everyone was taking fotos of it.....mi too...haha....so cute....i wan a stingray for pet!!

my dumplings were quite successful! haha....scroll down for pics

Chose: eye for a guy or arranged marriage?
ans: arranged marriage....

Poor denise...she has to entertain those guys and keep the show interesting and they are fighting for her for the sake of fighting i think, just because so many other guys are around...no time to appreciate what she is and let her know wats bad abt u that she has to accept...shan is pretty cute looks a bit like clement rite? well, better lar.. but arrhhh....dont like him for some reason....howard looks ok, but too short (he is shorter than denise..)....the others(whom names i dont even rmb) dont look good enuff for denise...

watched chocolat last night, the french are so sexy....i wanna go there! betta brush up moi francais....all i noe is voulez vous coucher avec moi cest soir......hmm....je veux etre avec toi....erm....je t'aime....heezz....shld be enuff to get a french guy there....haha....

2005-05-22T18:34:00.000+08:00

closer

2005-05-22T18:33:00.001+08:00

sting ray

2005-05-22T18:33:00.000+08:00

jiao zhi

smelly guys

2005-05-21T02:14:00.000+08:00

smelly guys

as u can see there is this smelly guy standing rite in the middle of the busstop today... he is so smelly, i rather be near the rubbish bin

see....no smelly person shld stand rite in the middle of the busstop...we all have a better time if he stood somewhere near to something tt smells like himself, actually better...like the rubbish bin.....man, stop asking the rubbish bin wat perfum its using though it smells a little better than u! go and BATHE!
yucks, and smelly guys shld compress themselves while standing to reduce surface area..not like tis guy here stretching his arms wide apart like a wanking kite letting the wind carry his smell...er xin....

a smelly guy is even worst den an ugly guy....u can hug a ugly guy wif ur eyes close but u can only do that to a smelly guy when u have a running nose. so guys, pls smell urself b4 u go out okay....if u smell bad, avoid the crowd at all costs or better still, lock urself at home....pls....

i also hate ah bengs with lotsa shiny hair gel u could see yourself in when the sun is blazing. when u dun have glue, u can like moist ur hands and take some off his head to seal envelopes....bet if a ping pong ball happen to hit his head, the gel made his hair so hard, the ping pong ball wld juz bounce off with maximum momentum change.

does yoda reproduce? ian says he juz reproduce dem by LSing(lao sai---to produce waste materials frm ur body in an uncontrollable fashion)....if its tt ez, can yoda give mi one of dem,(hope they are nt smelly...) but i will abandon it when it grows old and ugly like him...baby yoda baby yoda!!!

sea angels are in the underwater wrld..lets go see dem...they are jellyfishes i think, which looks like angels cos they have wing-like structures on dem....exciting....lets go! I will kidnap one and rise them myself....put semen(frm the 42m pole ian was tokking abt) in the tank and i might get a real life angel!!....she will den grant mi a wish....i wish all my friends and mi will be happy together forever!....gosh, sometimes i feel like an angel too...*blinks blinks* tts the kinda blog u get at 2.14 Am in the morning...i shall aso peep under her rode(since she floats in the air) to see if angels wear undergarments too...and blog it...

no faxing and filing tml! nice!

free cake wif condom

2005-05-18T23:40:00.000+08:00

yeah tts rite
buy condoms and u get free secret recipe chocolate cake
go get ur condom...whether its for the cake or not.....
chk it out in supermarkets today...
i saw it in shop and save in westmall today....
u can buy the condom at like 4 dollars and u get a cake worth 8 bucks..worth it rite....
go get dem....

third day of work

2005-05-18T21:46:00.000+08:00

As promised, tis my 3rd day at work entry...actually i am quite bored of writing abt work bet u are bored reading it aso...but CH seems very interested in knowing...so here it is...

3rd day is at bukit batok...its a wulu wulu place aso...
todays's job was to sort ppr frm a to z.....my head was absolutely twirling aft doing tt.....sick....i hate admin work...its like the most useless thing to do in a company. imagine, pple are doing sales, producing goods and u are folding pple and wasting the company resouncres...useless and boring...butluckily i am juz a temp...wat abt perm admin assistants? they have the saddest life...i once tot that perm promoters are pathetic cos all they do is stand there the whole day doing nothing but wait for customers and cheat them later and they get stuck there all their lives.....but admin assistants are worst....they have to do all the ppr folding faxing and blah blah blah, the least valuable position in the company, no one noes u are in the company and everyone looks at u as if u are some servant in charge of clearing up stuff and u dun have an opportunity to perform, like so wat if u fold ppr the fastest...absolutely sad job...at least as a promoter u still can perform by selling more.....2 days and i had enuff.....i am oni gg to be a promoter for the nxt holidays.....wank this admin job...god bless the poor girl doing admin...i can imagine her still folding and pasting stamps even after 20 yrs later, with her back aching everyday after work ...sad sad.....

enuff of promoters and admin staff.....
its sad news to noe tt kylie is down wif breast cancer....but the good news is she discovered it early and there is a 90 percent chance she can be cured.....i hope she can recover...we all like her....our dearest kylie.....

nt the most impt thing but erm....kylie having a bad hair day......

second day in tuas

2005-05-17T20:42:00.000+08:00

i was wondering if i shld actually write abt mine second day at work...cos if i did that, there wld be a third day entry, fourth day...blah blah blah..will bored the hell outta everyone, but bloggin's addictive rite...we all know...so here i am....

let tok abt that girl again...she is working so damm slow i figured out that no matter how many things i screw up, i still manage to complete my job b4 her....oh no...wat if they fire her instead of me? the most worrying thing in my mini career....

wat i screw up can be so disturbingly surprising and exciting...when i had enuff fun with the fotocopying machine and the fax machine, today i had new things to screw up.....i punch all the holes the wrong way and when i tried to shred the ppr that i had punch holes the wrong way, i put in too much ppr and the ppr got stuck in the stupid machine.the machine started making the most horrible noises...i was like ants on hot pan(frm the chinese saying)....in the end i managed to pull the stupid stack of ppr out by brute strength and the shreds that is attached to it are flying ard the whole office gently like snowflakes onto the floor for a second i was enchanted by the beauty of the floating ppr shred....but for a second oni...i am nt tt crazy yet.....so damm paiseh....wat shall i screw up tml?

took bus the wrong way and had a hlf day trip ard tuas...i even saw the tuas chk pt amidst barren grds of abandoned factories.....it took me one and a half hr to travel home.....great...feels like i live in KL.....in my long trip, i received a phone call frm office....tml i am to go bukit batok to work.....haha.....away frm tuas and guess my screwing up work paid off indeed.....looks like they chose slow over clumsy.....gr8.....fire moi fire moi....

thing i learnt in my work: there are like 8 places u can chk out for stuck ppr in a photocopying machine.....it hates me lar....i get stuck ppr so often, when there are stuck ppr, i will kick and rock the stupid thing,....and the whole office stares at me....and the machine hates mi hates mi hates mi....but i luv it...its the oni thing that requires me to think a bit and a bit of entertainment...figuring out where the shitty piece of stuck ppr is....

thks for reading thru the whole thing...........................tmr: 3rd day at work....

first day at work.....

2005-05-16T18:23:00.000+08:00

first day at work is so boring, out of consideration for my readers, i decided to put some hot pic here so that i wont bore u too much....

fotocopying and filing, how interesting can it get...but b4 i start to think tt even a pri sch kid can do this, i begin to screw up so many things, the fotocopying machine is jammed, the fax always cannot get thru, and even when i do filing , i punch holes the wrong side.....thks, pay me for making more trouble....

anyway, another girl was there temp wif mi....her name is grace...generally a boring and not very friendly person lar..looks like a nerd...frm chem engine..i sort of think she is bernard's sista...like pj said, bernard is the disgusting guy who eats watermelon sqaushed after clipping it under his armpits....haizz...cant control myself, i am so evil to a girl i oni know for one day...when u are ultra bored, u think of pple to criticise....or am i looking for excuse for my evilness...nvr mind..... this stupid sml company does not have a canteen so we are in fact working in the middle of no where. i have disappeared frm the earth surface and thanks goodness i manage to resurface back to earth ....

fire mi pls!!!...i promise to screw up everything i was told to do
okay...isnt tt bad lar...the most by the time i complete the job i will look like any other auntie who slogged their lives away doing admin and filing...
thick glasses(frm lotsa data entry), out of fashion older than she is clothings (after being stuck in a ulu place for most of her life), rough hands(lotsa filing), dry hair and skin(frm the air con), Black finger nails(toner frm fotocopying machine)

alrite i complain too much....bet u are scrolling up to look at paris instead of my entry now(though i made her much much fatter)...
the only good thing is that the boss of that company gave mi a ride to IMM after work....i shamelessly agree without even pretending to be paiseh.....ha....

2005-05-14T18:17:00.000+08:00

this is how nicole richie and lindsay lohan looks now....
gosh they re scary....
nicole looks nicer when she was a bit plump...lohan too.....
they look thin not slim...are they thinner than paris?

away

2005-05-13T20:05:00.000+08:00

i have got a job!!!...yeah....finally, after 2 weeks of waiting and sending my resume to every other job agent....but its at tuas....start on mon...i can almost feel myself disappearing frm the earth surface.....at tuas...its a place where even ghosts dont wanna go (they dont wan to die another time of boredom)....well...there are the weekends to look forward to.....

yeah!!!I am helpin them do filing and data entry!!!

haizz....i juz cant pretend to be excited...when it is obviously gg to be a boring job...i miss the times at IMM....edna, mun fai and zhi wei...all the fun we had while working and after work.... den there are crazy guys like clement and the 3m guy(who said his eyeball is not his, he lost it when he got into a gang fight, the eyeball he is using now is donated by someone...no wonder he kept thinkin he looks good...muz be cos he jian gui le...)....although its only 2 weeks, its like the best temp job i ever got....of cos the pay was good too....doing nothing juz standing there to chat....i got to see zhou xin chi aso...haha...

manzz...i am gonna miss those days where i slp till 2pm in the afternoon and watch the tv and surfing the net, thinking of wat rubbish to blog and changin my blog skin....

if u wanna dl chinese songs i have a link: http://www.fj999.com/
all in wma format...have to convert to mp3 format...yeah...now i can get more into the cheena pop!!

i really hate 933....yuck super act cute DJs that are wanking boring....unlike perfect10 djs, these chinese djs are not hot at all...they look like some nerds that shop oni at this fashion and Ck.....i hate them...and wat the wank were they doing playing songs that are like ten yrs ago they even name a ugly guy (xu zheng rong) the prince of radio.....ee... anyone think he is hot, pls go check ur eyes, they even tot of putting him on tv....pui...i still heard 那英's 梦醒了(think i was like pri 4 when i first heard that) twice when i tune in to the stupid station recently....they need some serious revamp......

some of the ways to keep entertain ur blog readers even though u have nothing to talk abt

2005-05-11T20:38:00.000+08:00

1. think harder...is there really nothing to say?
2. change ur layout every now and then
3. add music to ur blog (sometimes i go to my own blog juz to listen to the music)
4. copy something frm websites...done that in the blood type entry
5. find something to complain abt...like the weather is so hot, my armpits are soaking wet...
6.find someone to complain abt....
7. talk dirty
8.make something up ( say something like ur crush suddenly called u up and ask u out and then u 2 became an item and break up the very next day)
9. say ur life is so empty, u din realise that wat u said yesterday was actually a dream...
10. say ur dream came true
11. say it was another dream....
12. write a fiction story of ur pets
13.pretend u are someone else and put strange comments(like last night was great or i hate u, bitch) in the tagboard
14.argue wif that fiction person u created
15.create another person that supports u
16. and the fight goes one.....meanwhile u can blog rubbish and ur readers are still ever so faithful
17. make a new blog pretending to be the other person u had a conflict with both blogs will flood...
18. make some idiotic religious claims...like the cockroach rule the wrld and shit.....
19. tell everyone ur blog is gg to be so good, but u din write anything...these pple will keep checking ur blog expecting something to happen but all u did was write abt naruto and how good a blogger u are...
20. if all else fails, ask ian to ask xiaxue put a link of ur blog on her blog...or rather, ask butcher's friend justbrat to hack into her system...(however, justbrat will correct all your grammer mistakes b4 doing that and adding 101 negative comments on ur blog)

my kid

2005-05-11T00:15:00.000+08:00

haha...these few days are extremely boring...i am locked up at home doing nothing and expecting a job will juz drop out frm the sky into my arms paying 6 dollars per hr...i am obviously dreaming....and i wanna blog....but due to my unexciting life, i have nothing to blog abt...unless u wanna hear the da chang qin story...i shall nt do tt...tt is so like butcher blogging abt naruto..*wanking boring*

anyway, when i am so free at home i will think of my tuition kid....she is having her midterms....i am so excited....wonder how she will do...she is still blur about many things...am i expecting too much or is she really poor in maths? i dont know...i am seriously worried about her...haha....so much that she even said that i am more worried than her...yes...i finally felt wats is a teacher's responsiblity...i really want her to have a bright future and all tt but sometimes its like beyond my control...i think i am not good enuff a teacher...hope she get good results...

suddenly i realised how much my teachers muz have worried abt me...lay chin, yamuna....but teachers that do not care much about their students are indeed a shame...look at our J1 physics teacher...wats his name again? he has given up all hope on everyone of us...he gets his salary by sitting on the teacher's table and not trying to teach us anything...can he forgive himself? can anyone forgive him? he has ruined the future of many students and let many pple give up hope on the subject....

anyway, i really wanna thank yamuna and laychin for the concern they had for us...to think of it....i am rather touched....

mother's day....

2005-05-09T12:38:00.000+08:00

okay....since dylan said tt everyone will be blogging abt mother's day...i shall blog abt mother's day too! but to think of it, i shld. after so many useless entries abt mi and my nt-out-of-the-wrld life, i shld write one abt my dear mum.

after pondering at how much i luvre my mother, i discovered that i cannot say i her.......her love for me is so great, so great that i am unable to match up to...i cannot qualify my love for her. i simply do not lurve her enuff...i wonder wat made this happen....how can a individual be willing to give up simply everything in the world, everything including youth, opportunities, time, money as if her existance was for mine, juz to raise me and hope that i turn out to be someone useful...thats what my mum did....so how could i qualify my love for her when she is willing to give up so many things for me while i did nothing but celebrate mother's day only once a year? i feel ashamed....

i have been a irritating kid...crying for nothing when i was a kid, argue with her over nothing and enjoys doing it...throws things all over, dont do hse work...blah blah blah.....why does she love me? juz because i came out of her? i am unable to see logic out of this...all i see is unconditional love...i wonder if i could be as great as her someday....all i can do is to try my very best and fulfill all the great expectations she has on me.

My dad called from china to ask mi to buy a flower for mum....mum looks so extraordinarily happy...every little thing he did for her she is so touched and happy ...women are silly...just a little gesture to show u love her and she can be in cloud nine....

fuck

2005-05-08T14:32:00.000+08:00

been browsing some blogs lately.....

found out that we do luvre to use the word fuck...for some seemingly very trival stuff sometimes...like "wah...fucking hot weather"....."fucking bad day"....doesnt fucking means wat it means? when did it become a synonym for very?

the intensity of the word fucking has decreased because we are using it too many a time...like if i say fuck u...it only sound like a lame attempt to be vulgar....so uncool....

i shall come out with a new word...like wanking....so instead of u pple saying the weather is fucking hot, i shall say the weather is wanking hot...or when u say "wat the fuck"...i will say "wat the wank"....and "wank u"....

therefore i shall not ever use the word fucking/fuck in my blog...wank me if i do so....manzz...it does sound weird...but will get use to it soon..and maybe later, the whole singapore will thnk its so cool to use the word wank...den i have to look for another word to use....how abt shag?

mean girls

2005-05-07T10:22:00.000+08:00

isnt it scary? Meanness in girls can start when they still are toddlers, a Brigham Young University study found. It found that girls as young as 3 or 4 will use manipulation and peer pressure to get what they want.

cant believe it....i am watching korean show....i used to think that korean shows cheesy romantic stories and who noes...the one that u love most or the one u hate most will turn out to be ur brother or sister, u have a love rival but the girl still love u more.....and in the end the one u love most will become blind or die of a disease....and the show will end....
but the one i am watching now is different....its abt tis girl who works in the imperial kitchen in ancient korea...its called da chang qin

heezz.....look at the korean clothes...so cute.....

the guy aso quite cute....
heez....

when u have nothing to do

2005-05-06T15:05:00.000+08:00

when u have nothing to do and surfing ard, there are so many things u can find out....i had just found out how to chk which are the ip add chking out my blog and where had these ips been visiting...haha.....so dun try to hide if u surf porn...heezzz.....i will know sooner or later....

i aso found denise keller's blog whil trying to find fiona's one....
its at http://www.moblog.com.sg/blog/DeniseK
quite interesting but nothing too personal.....guess i wont be invading her privacy if i put her link up here....
but again, is there any privacy at all in the net?
.....nxt target...i wanna look for paris' blog....hope she has one....

my first outing

2005-05-06T13:35:00.000+08:00

poor mi...after like a week after my exams comes my first outing....
met up wif jo, pj, ian, eric and butcher (my sis gave that nick to u....since u are the oni one who toks in nicks in ur blog, well, u do noe karma don't u...).

so we went to watch Kingdom of Heaven...pretty nice show i think....
juz that some parts are quite boring and we kept tokking...
wont be able to understand most parts of the movie if not for jo, i think she knows like almost everything on earth.....though thru' out the whole movie she was observing which angle orlando looks hot in and which not.....and ian next to me was filled with erotic thots of sex with horses in the desert after i innocently pointed out that orlando's horse is a male.....and when there are no horses in the screen, he would keep checking on his watch to see when the show is going to end....haizzz

i give this movie 3.5 outts 5 stars or popcorns or nachos or moon or cheesecake or chocolates wateva.....

nice outing....and we were tokking abt blogs most of the time....some words for ian, non active bloggers and the non bloggers who are looking in my blog:

Do you feel this
I know i feel this
are you ready
I dont think so

whatcha gonna do when the crowd go eh'oh
why you standin on the wall?
the music`s startin everywhere
so why dont u just move along

I see ya lookin at me
like im some kind of freak
get up outta your seat
why dont you do something?(get a blog)

I see ya looking at me
like i got whatcha need
get up outta your seat
why dont ya do somethin?(get a blog)

I see you looking over here
can`t you tell im havin fun
if you know like i know
you would stop!
Starin at us

Wow
get your own space
and do somethin

if one day

2005-05-04T18:48:00.000+08:00

today i am at home doing nothing again.....
i was juz staring at the wall and listening to some lounge music i dled
ya...i enjoyed the moment...wat if it could last forever, me alone staring at the wall listening to the music i like and thinking of nothing, all my mind is clear.....
i could just marry someone who can afford to let me stay at home and stare at the wall, doing nothing.......wat a wonderful world, no longer care about whats happening out there.....and my life is purely a bed of roses.....and i juz fade away from the world when i grow old.....

dunno wat i toking abt...i am bored to hell.......yuck......

during the exams...

2005-05-03T14:20:00.000+08:00

some pics i took when i have nothing better to do while studying....

drew a pic on my notes (actually i drew many more....)....my drawing skills are getting lousy.....

drew a tattoo on my leg....childish rite....but i tot its quite nice...i even took extra care not to wash it off that day....

i was walking ard(nt shopping okay...) in cash converter (wat the hell i doing there...i not arlang guni....) anyway i was looking thru the cds and the guy there was playing this perhaps perhaps cd....i took a casual look at the speakers since the music was pretty nice....the cashier guy is so enthu he immediately held the cd he was playing for me to see.....and gave me this big wide smile....as i step out of the section, he asked mi...not interested in the cd arh? knew it...haizz got hard selling in cash converter aso....so i asked for the price, nt really very interested... then he began telling me stories of how well it sold how nice the cd is and which songs he like...blah blah blah.....i was about to go off when another guy came to him and asked him wat he is playing....the cashier let him see the cd and that guy was like keep on holding to it.....i got quite worried that he would buy the cd.....

and yuck...now the cd is on my table.....y do i buy something everytime i see someone else is interested in it.....haizzz........

oh and today after i went for the stupid recruit express (i hate recruit express...all the contracts and stuff...so mar fan...) interview, i pass by Guess and saw this dress....

its so sexyl.....if i had the figure to wear it, i will spend all of my savings to buy it...haha....somehow glad that i dont look good wearing it...

after the exams

2005-05-02T18:58:00.000+08:00

erm...so the exams is over,
strange how i have so much to blog durong my exams but not much to blog abt after it when i am so free.....slept the whole day yesterday (yeah the whole day....) guess it helped to remove those ugly dark circles i had from late night mugging(well nt really...)

there is nothing on tv.....american idol is getting sick and i really dont care who won in the end and simon comments are getting so expected.... survior i dont watch, not even amazing race....think these reality tv are so over...how many seasons do they think they can continue doing it? we are watching the same things over and over again.....am getting sick and tired of them...the apprentice is quite stupid also.....like how can u judge how good a person is as an assistant by making them sell chocolates in the streets? maybe the tiger auntie in the kopitiam can sell more than them....or the buggy insurance agent...

well eye for a guy seems good....since denise is those girls who says what she thinks...not like rachel.....the only sentence she knows how to say seems to be:" well *flutters eyelashes*, i think its really sweet of them to....blah blah blah(write mi boring songs, take mi to boring places, say lame jokes).....*smiles sweetly to camera*." aiya...bimbo lar...

last day of xamzz!!!!

2005-04-29T14:22:00.000+08:00

and so it is.....

tml is the last day of xams...it came, it goes.....and my fate is decided....
so overwhelmed am i by the excitement of wat to do after the xams, cant really bring myself to study...arrgghhh....

essential: watch kingdom of heaven.....5th may!!!
it has been so long a time since i went out.....

was watching mtv again....denise and linda dosent know wat is a blog!!!...hmm.....anyway, shirley manson of garbage has a blog...wonder where it is....

these days, i was suddenly reminded of a story i heard when i was a kid...

there was this boy who very so in love with a girl. he wanted to give her the most beautiful rose..... however, it was winter and roses are not in bloom....the boy was very sad...a nightingale flew by and asked him wat happened....so touched was the nightingale was by the boy's story, it promised to help him...

so it went into the forest to look for the rose plant...
the rose said to the bird, its too cold to bloom and in spring, flowers bloom beautifully because the birds were singing for them(something liddat....)

so the bird flew back to the little boy and told him where the rose is and asked him to go there the next morning....

to keep the rose warm, the bird held its body so close to the rose, its thorns pricked into its heart. the warmth of his heart keeps the rose warm while the bird sang to the rose... the next morning, when the little boy went to look for the rose. in the midst of the forest bloomed the most beautiful rose in the world....on its thorn was the little's bird body still tightly clinging to the rose.....

so great was the little's bird love for love....anyway, u can see a lot of loopholes in the story...i forgot some parts of it...and its keep haunting my mind...anyone heard of this story b4? tell mi who is it written by pls....so tt i can read the original version....

as i was goggling(is there such a word? ermm....i meant searching for it in the net...) for the story,
there is a legend to why the rose is red. when the rose was crowned the queen of flowers, it was white..... so much the nightingale loved the flower, it flew to her and hugged her as tightly as he could when he heard that she is crowned, letting his blood stain the petals, making the rose red.....

kevin federline.....

2005-04-26T17:09:00.000+08:00

kevin federline
how diversified can this guy's taste get.....

ex wife.....shar jackson

current wife...our very hot and pretty britney....

blood type

2005-04-25T11:06:00.000+08:00

okay...its the exams and i am always online.....i am a goner....
anyway, saw this on the web

For years South Koreans and the Japanese have believed--without any scientific backing, mind you--that a person's personality can be fully discerned by just knowing his or her blood type.

Here are the personality characteristics for each blood type:

Type-A people are farmers. They are shy, introverted perfectionists. They are considerate to others and cannot tell a lie easily. They are loyal to friends and coworkers. They can be secretive, though, and don't often share their feelings. They don't hold their liquor well.

Type-B people are hunters. They have independent spirits with strong personalities. While they don't care what others think of them, they are extremely passionate about the things they hold dear. They can be shallow, lazy, and quite impatient.

Type-AB people are humanists. They are an unpredictable, distant lot, but tend to use their heads over their hearts. They are good with money. They seek accord and so work well as mediators; however, they can be viewed as two-faced.

Type-O people are warriors. They are outgoing, expressive, and passionate. They are highly motivated and natural leaders. Blessed with a strong physical presence, they aren't afraid to gamble because they are so convinced they will win. They are natural athletes. They tend to be obsessive in their quest for success, and this can make them boring to others.

Linking blood types to personalities, which scientists say is a bunch of hooey, has a long history beginning with a series of articles published in 1927 by Japanese scholar Takeji Furukawa called "The Study of Temperament Through Blood Type," reports Reuters. In 1971, Japanese writer Masahiko Nomi expanded on these initial ideas and wrote "Understanding Compatibility from Blood Types." It was a pop culture hit in Japan and South Korea.

This isn't just the stuff of casual conversation. In Japan, blood type is actually a criterion used for hiring, and all the major Japanese car companies have organized their staff to attain positive blood type combinations in different working sectors, reports Khalsa News Network.

But what's really interesting is that South Korea seems to be turning en masse against men with Type-B blood. Here's the rap: Those independent spirits with strong personalities are nothing more than cads who will love you wildly and then break your heart. They are quick to get angry, but they're also quick to make up. They are selfish and mercurial. Your head will spin if you get involved with a Type-B man. (For some reason, the same does not apply to Type-B women.) But you know women and cads. They can't resist them. That means that Type-B men are seen as the irresistible bad boys.

woah blood type is so impt to them....
but dun think its accurate leh....
wat do u think?

hawker aunties

2005-04-24T21:28:00.000+08:00

woah...i was impressed...

the hawker near my place has only 2 auntie waitress for the whole kopitiam....
they have to take orders, serve food, cook rice, wash the plates.....and for so many tables, only 2 waitress.....gosh, would have died if i were them....it is amazing how the small kitchen in the kopitiam managed to cook watever food u order in matter of minutes....and mothers have to take like at least three hours?

i am just impressed....

All the more i am impressed when i saw the auntie low cut tshirt.... she bend down to write an order and i saw her boobs.....omg.....i was so worried for her and for the ten minutes i was there waiting for my take away, i saw it at least five times...every rime she bend down, i looked ard to see if any men are near....okay...only one sixty odd old man who is her colleague....he is trying hard nt to look....shld i tell her? maybe she will shout at me...okay i decided not to....

reminds me of the time i was a waitress and a customer told me mine zip was undone...haha....so paiseh....

nt tt i wanna alway peep into auntie's boobs..its so obvious and it juz happen okay....tt wallet in bra auntie aso...omg...

oh..toking abt figures, i had always admired wat great figures Minas have......are malays born to have better figures? they have the butt, the boobs and the waist....some of them even look like beyonce, kelis, j lo and ciara.....even plump ones look like lil kim or queen latifah....i think they rock!! ...and chinese?

these are suppose to be hot....

how many days havent they ate?
remove the mattress off ur bed and bang on it....ya...i think tts how its feels to bang them (i am getting crude....sorry...)
i cant spot their boobs.... too thin...looks like sticks....
some men have bigger ones
and this...

is nt hot already?
i dont get it....

love dolls...yes, again

2005-04-24T17:32:00.000+08:00

i was surfing the net and found out that i had done injustice to the love doll thing...nt every one of them is as ugly as the one i had posted.... here is the pic...

got asian ones also...

looks so real rite....
omg....
pls don ask mi why i was surfing for all these....
i dont know it myself too....
for gurls, there is charlie....

haha...but i cant imagine a guy combing the hair of his love doll have playing with it....oh ya...u can even make tannlines on ur doll, put make up on her and stuff...oh manzzz......